They've got me on three drugs to calm my nerves, for some reason.
Escitalopram, haldol, and hydroxyzine...
The first two make me miserable, but this hydroxyzine stuff is the bomb.
I don't know...comment if you want. It just puts me in a good place.
I think audio and someone else were saying something about it making people hallucinate?
I never hallucinate. Not visually, anyway, and I think the voices I hear are a part of my telepathic awareness. Though it does get old getting pinged off of negative people so often.
I'm not hearing many, due to the invega, probably. This hydroxyzine, though...I feel so pleasant.
Albeit, I wish I could take shrooms or something.
The last time I tried, something started to happen...the light coming into my apartment seemed strange.
But then I had the sensation, or hallucination that, we'll say, a female angel, who seemed humorous, occupied the left side of my mind. And everything stopped.
So I started ingesting all the shrooms, but nothing.
Later a guy in jail told me that would've killed me, but that clearly isn't so.
I very rarely do drugs that aren't prescribed...very very rarely. I love marijuana, it cheers me up, but even that...a few times a year? On average over the last twenty years I'd say, and before that I was "straight edge."
Escitalopram, haldol, and hydroxyzine...
The first two make me miserable, but this hydroxyzine stuff is the bomb.
I don't know...comment if you want. It just puts me in a good place.
I think audio and someone else were saying something about it making people hallucinate?
I never hallucinate. Not visually, anyway, and I think the voices I hear are a part of my telepathic awareness. Though it does get old getting pinged off of negative people so often.
I'm not hearing many, due to the invega, probably. This hydroxyzine, though...I feel so pleasant.
Albeit, I wish I could take shrooms or something.
The last time I tried, something started to happen...the light coming into my apartment seemed strange.
But then I had the sensation, or hallucination that, we'll say, a female angel, who seemed humorous, occupied the left side of my mind. And everything stopped.
So I started ingesting all the shrooms, but nothing.
Later a guy in jail told me that would've killed me, but that clearly isn't so.
I very rarely do drugs that aren't prescribed...very very rarely. I love marijuana, it cheers me up, but even that...a few times a year? On average over the last twenty years I'd say, and before that I was "straight edge."
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