I see the surgeon tomorrow, and I'm not sure if they're doing surgery or not. Surgery is an absolute must, and is absolutely inevitable, and it must happen as soon as possible, I just don't know if it's going to be tomorrow.
But the shoulder has come out of socket five times now and it's actually deformed and fractured bones, from when the police yanked it out of socket, and I was denied medical care, until I got released from jail.
If you could pray that there can be a final solution to this question. Either I want this stupid shoulder to get fixed, or I'm hoping I can just f****** die on the operating table , due to something going wrong.
The problem is, it's my right arm and I need to be able to defend myself. I have a stalker who keeps showing up at my apartment and he's actually swinging on me and he's stolen from me before.
Cops have been called on him, and they have shown up, and he has broken a window to the apartment next to mine, he probably was the guy that stole almost everything of value when I went to jail last time, (and the landlord had to get a new lock), and he somehow keeps getting into the security hallway despite it being locked on its own.
The arm that keeps coming out of socket, is the arm I punch with and need to defend myself. I need to be able to hit this guy and squeeze his throat as hard as possible , and be violent as possible without my arm coming out of socket , or whatever! Self-defense, at your home, over an intruder is perfectly legal, and the right thing to do!
I live in the ghetto, I'm a minority there, people **** with me until I defend myself and make them feel their life is in danger, there's a lot of violent people, and I simply need to be able to defend myself and not back down, or it is simply much better to NOT be alive!
Either this stupid arm gets fixed, or I want to f****** die!
But the shoulder has come out of socket five times now and it's actually deformed and fractured bones, from when the police yanked it out of socket, and I was denied medical care, until I got released from jail.
If you could pray that there can be a final solution to this question. Either I want this stupid shoulder to get fixed, or I'm hoping I can just f****** die on the operating table , due to something going wrong.
The problem is, it's my right arm and I need to be able to defend myself. I have a stalker who keeps showing up at my apartment and he's actually swinging on me and he's stolen from me before.
Cops have been called on him, and they have shown up, and he has broken a window to the apartment next to mine, he probably was the guy that stole almost everything of value when I went to jail last time, (and the landlord had to get a new lock), and he somehow keeps getting into the security hallway despite it being locked on its own.
The arm that keeps coming out of socket, is the arm I punch with and need to defend myself. I need to be able to hit this guy and squeeze his throat as hard as possible , and be violent as possible without my arm coming out of socket , or whatever! Self-defense, at your home, over an intruder is perfectly legal, and the right thing to do!
I live in the ghetto, I'm a minority there, people **** with me until I defend myself and make them feel their life is in danger, there's a lot of violent people, and I simply need to be able to defend myself and not back down, or it is simply much better to NOT be alive!
Either this stupid arm gets fixed, or I want to f****** die!
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