So, I see the need to reform, as someone decided to take it upon himself to try and get everyone to say I have ruined the forum, that we would have countless more members were it not for my Fascist threads, that Staff are wimps for not banning me, and that if they did, he can reward them by getting others to join the forum, and then an apparent claim to have left the forum over it or something.
Let's focus on what I'm willing to change. I see the need to avoid dark morbid humor for shock value. It's disturbing. So I'll stop.
I see the need to post less inane silly shit that I find amusing like Jesus dancing memes, women with bikinis firing guns, and poems about me coveting Benito's possessions and the fine linens of Jesus and his Hebrew veeno.
I mean, it's mildly amusing and not offensive, but still inane, so I'll try and be more serious. Shit about dinosaurs on Mars I won't start any more new threads on, or Reptilian Alien shapeshifters, because it's still inane and doesn't really accomplish anything possibly but get a smile from me when neonspectraltoast thinks I'm being serious.
Insults, I need to not insult people. Not even when insulted first should I return insults, but be the bigger person. I don't however in real life tolerate name calling , so almost without exception return insult for insult, or fight, and people know not to fuck with me apparently, because I tend to scare the hell out of them, charge vehicles, and have put my fist or rock through windows, plus don't mind getting hit, and kinda thrive off adrenaline. But that isn't mature, so I'll work on that.
But I'm not the guy at this forum who starts insulting people. I'm on the defensive.
I've mentioned some things I need to change because I recognize what I did was wrong.
Talking about my firm Religious convictions and apologetics in the Occult section is not wrong, Hell no! It's what I live by. Unless I see something wrong with that behavior in the future.
I believe perhaps ten twenty years from now I might have a small religious following or possibly with a miracle get into politics or be a history teacher. I don't know. But this is where my passion and interest lies, and it's hard to find things that hold my attention or get me passionate.
I have conviction that Mussolini is fused with God possibly , or at least a god according to the statement of Christ: "Know ye not that ye are gods"?
So, Benito Mussolini simply has the ability to inspire me more, influence me more than any other god , goddess , or entity that I have ever encountered , and the faith in this actually grows more intense with time rather than less. To those whom it bothers, I'm sorry, but those are my convictions for now. If I'm mistaken, then I hope and pray I lose them.
If you believe I am mistaken, then you should pity me and be grateful that you are psychologically well rather then kick the person who's sick.
Anyhow, it's a Religion I call "Esoteric Mussoliniology" or simply "Fascism". But it isn't traditional Fascism. And even traditional Fascism is not racist or hateful. No more so than Democracy has been practiced in History. American Democracy enslaved countless people and committed genocide against native Americans, and had "Whites only" resturants and hotels.
Fascism didn't technically enslave people but abolished slavery (Nazism , national socialism is not Fascism by the way. A very common normal misconception easily proven false.) During Mussolini's lifetime there were resturants and hotels that only white people were legally allowed at in America which had segregation and worse racism than what was practiced at Fascist Italy prior to 1938, and arguable even after 1938.
Also, Democracy has been just as oppressive. There are more people incarcerated per capita in America than in Fascist Italy. American Democracy invaded Korea and Vietnam, oppressing countless people and killing countless civilians to try and stop the spread of Communism when those countries weren't even a threat to our security.
Communism was an extreme threat to Italian security , which was the reason Mussolini did what he did, and if Communism was as big of a threat in America, we would have taken extreme measures as a survival instinct were we up against what Benito was up against. Take away the threat of Communism, and Fascism ceases to be any worse than Democracy. In fact, America propped up and made successful the Fascist regime in Chile, making us almost just as guilty.
This is the definition of Fascism.: (Please tell me what is evil about it and get back to me):
This is what one of my Shinto prayer walls looks like:
IMG_20210323_165513.jpg
I know it appears insane, but John the Baptist and Jesus were accused of being insane and having Demons too, so you simply never know. My point being though, it's what I'm absorbed in, the greatest of my Divinities.
I should be treated like a person who were to show up here starting many non hateful , non bigoted , non condemning threads about the Bible. You might consider them loony and annoying and ask them to stop, or challenge them, but you wouldn't go calling staff a bunch of cowards for not banning them, or try and make it look like they were guilty of bannable offense.
rolling throwing a tantrum doesn't make my behavior wrong. If ten people throw tantrums and cry to the mods that I ruined the forum, herd mentality doesn't make me wrong. I'm a guy who is preaching humility, prayer, spirituality, and charity. Quick to apologize when I fail to do so, and never going on the attack , but rather on the defensive.
Why so many threads and not just one?
The simplest answer is because it's theraputic for my mental health.
So I'm not causing problems in real life, and don't like lots of pages to try and sift through. It's probably OCD really, I just like starting something fresh if it's a new topic that triggers an extremely large post. It shouldn't torture you that I do so! If it does, be strong and hit "ignore".
Also, it's so I simply click on "Occult" section, and see a list of different topics, so I can go back and reflect on what I typed up to meditate on, to use for another site, or to use when I decide to write a book or something.
A thread a day about one of my Divinities that I feel I have a lifetime or eternity committed to serving, and loyalty to obeying, who isnpires me more than anyone or anything, (who I get more results praying to including more than the traditional form of God), is not a problem in my view, so see no need to change that. When I start to see that it is wrong, I will begin to try and change. If it happens to be a problem for you, put your big boy pants on and put me on ignore!
I post for myself and for that one other person out there who gets something out of it, never to offend anyone! It isn't for the people who are going to wine like they are children and insult staff for not banning the undesireable, then leave everyone thinking they had to leave the forum (because I made too many threads about my Religion and they found it too much to bear)!
Let's focus on what I'm willing to change. I see the need to avoid dark morbid humor for shock value. It's disturbing. So I'll stop.
I see the need to post less inane silly shit that I find amusing like Jesus dancing memes, women with bikinis firing guns, and poems about me coveting Benito's possessions and the fine linens of Jesus and his Hebrew veeno.
I mean, it's mildly amusing and not offensive, but still inane, so I'll try and be more serious. Shit about dinosaurs on Mars I won't start any more new threads on, or Reptilian Alien shapeshifters, because it's still inane and doesn't really accomplish anything possibly but get a smile from me when neonspectraltoast thinks I'm being serious.
Insults, I need to not insult people. Not even when insulted first should I return insults, but be the bigger person. I don't however in real life tolerate name calling , so almost without exception return insult for insult, or fight, and people know not to fuck with me apparently, because I tend to scare the hell out of them, charge vehicles, and have put my fist or rock through windows, plus don't mind getting hit, and kinda thrive off adrenaline. But that isn't mature, so I'll work on that.
But I'm not the guy at this forum who starts insulting people. I'm on the defensive.
I've mentioned some things I need to change because I recognize what I did was wrong.
Talking about my firm Religious convictions and apologetics in the Occult section is not wrong, Hell no! It's what I live by. Unless I see something wrong with that behavior in the future.
I believe perhaps ten twenty years from now I might have a small religious following or possibly with a miracle get into politics or be a history teacher. I don't know. But this is where my passion and interest lies, and it's hard to find things that hold my attention or get me passionate.
I have conviction that Mussolini is fused with God possibly , or at least a god according to the statement of Christ: "Know ye not that ye are gods"?
So, Benito Mussolini simply has the ability to inspire me more, influence me more than any other god , goddess , or entity that I have ever encountered , and the faith in this actually grows more intense with time rather than less. To those whom it bothers, I'm sorry, but those are my convictions for now. If I'm mistaken, then I hope and pray I lose them.
If you believe I am mistaken, then you should pity me and be grateful that you are psychologically well rather then kick the person who's sick.
Anyhow, it's a Religion I call "Esoteric Mussoliniology" or simply "Fascism". But it isn't traditional Fascism. And even traditional Fascism is not racist or hateful. No more so than Democracy has been practiced in History. American Democracy enslaved countless people and committed genocide against native Americans, and had "Whites only" resturants and hotels.
Fascism didn't technically enslave people but abolished slavery (Nazism , national socialism is not Fascism by the way. A very common normal misconception easily proven false.) During Mussolini's lifetime there were resturants and hotels that only white people were legally allowed at in America which had segregation and worse racism than what was practiced at Fascist Italy prior to 1938, and arguable even after 1938.
Also, Democracy has been just as oppressive. There are more people incarcerated per capita in America than in Fascist Italy. American Democracy invaded Korea and Vietnam, oppressing countless people and killing countless civilians to try and stop the spread of Communism when those countries weren't even a threat to our security.
Communism was an extreme threat to Italian security , which was the reason Mussolini did what he did, and if Communism was as big of a threat in America, we would have taken extreme measures as a survival instinct were we up against what Benito was up against. Take away the threat of Communism, and Fascism ceases to be any worse than Democracy. In fact, America propped up and made successful the Fascist regime in Chile, making us almost just as guilty.
This is the definition of Fascism.: (Please tell me what is evil about it and get back to me):
This is what one of my Shinto prayer walls looks like:
IMG_20210323_165513.jpg
I know it appears insane, but John the Baptist and Jesus were accused of being insane and having Demons too, so you simply never know. My point being though, it's what I'm absorbed in, the greatest of my Divinities.
I should be treated like a person who were to show up here starting many non hateful , non bigoted , non condemning threads about the Bible. You might consider them loony and annoying and ask them to stop, or challenge them, but you wouldn't go calling staff a bunch of cowards for not banning them, or try and make it look like they were guilty of bannable offense.
rolling throwing a tantrum doesn't make my behavior wrong. If ten people throw tantrums and cry to the mods that I ruined the forum, herd mentality doesn't make me wrong. I'm a guy who is preaching humility, prayer, spirituality, and charity. Quick to apologize when I fail to do so, and never going on the attack , but rather on the defensive.
Why so many threads and not just one?
The simplest answer is because it's theraputic for my mental health.
So I'm not causing problems in real life, and don't like lots of pages to try and sift through. It's probably OCD really, I just like starting something fresh if it's a new topic that triggers an extremely large post. It shouldn't torture you that I do so! If it does, be strong and hit "ignore".
Also, it's so I simply click on "Occult" section, and see a list of different topics, so I can go back and reflect on what I typed up to meditate on, to use for another site, or to use when I decide to write a book or something.
A thread a day about one of my Divinities that I feel I have a lifetime or eternity committed to serving, and loyalty to obeying, who isnpires me more than anyone or anything, (who I get more results praying to including more than the traditional form of God), is not a problem in my view, so see no need to change that. When I start to see that it is wrong, I will begin to try and change. If it happens to be a problem for you, put your big boy pants on and put me on ignore!
I post for myself and for that one other person out there who gets something out of it, never to offend anyone! It isn't for the people who are going to wine like they are children and insult staff for not banning the undesireable, then leave everyone thinking they had to leave the forum (because I made too many threads about my Religion and they found it too much to bear)!
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