Fascist gas attacks today

[Matthew Mussolini]

I was having my doubts about Benito and his Fascist party being a living sentient entity outside of my imagination, but I kid you not. I opened up an old notebook about Mussolini using "biochemical weapons, a laughing gas attack on the Kingdom of hell" and that was the final thing I underlined and staff at the Nancy Page Crises residents in Minneapolis said "everyone must evacuate the building. It's an emergency."

The smell of gas filled the downstairs and the firemen came and entered to notify us of piolet light dysfunction after we sat outside for over 15 minutes at roughly 6:00 pm.

They said "everyone must evacuate until we know where the smell of gas is coming from".

The journal entry ended with extinguishing the fires of hell and anesthetizing damned souls, getting them high and euphoric, Mussolini supplanting the Devil, and an alliance between Heaven and Hell, a light and darkness yin and yang axis around which the earth would rotate.

I treat it with skepticism, but the final thing I had underlined after the firemen cleared the gas was "laughing gas attack", which surprised me when I returned to the open notebook.

It seems like more than coincidence , but I don't trust Mussolini after it got Lia hurt and me arrested.

As long as he is about charity and altruism, I'm all for being his fool and clown, but I don't want anyone to get hurt. At any rate, this renews my suspicion he is alive and well in my life.

I know it's silly but stuff like this happens again and again with Benito and I.

[Matthew Mussolini]

But keep in mind I follow the Benito who repented and forgave his betrayers.

[neonspectraltoast]

Just don't latch on to the next synchronicity, like your faith depends on it.

Others don't take it seriously, but its gravity doesn't hinge upon them.

This is real Matthew. And deserves somber reflection. Be honest with your own heart -- not at the mercy of society's predilections.

We are on the precipice of total spiritual upheaval. Thanks for keeping the faith.

[neonspectraltoast]

(They don't know what fascination is.)

[neonspectraltoast]

fascism? fascinate?

[Matthew Mussolini]

Just don't latch on to the next synchronicity, like your faith depends on it.

Others don't take it seriously, but its gravity doesn't hinge upon them.

This is real Matthew. And deserves somber reflection. Be honest with your own heart -- not at the mercy of society's predilections.

We are on the precipice of total spiritual upheaval. Thanks for keeping the faith.

Gratias!
You have been used in many ways by forces I don't pretend to understand since I have been coming to this forum.

But you will see me do and say stupid things and that is to be expected because that's just my nature.

Glad you have seen past all that.

Something cool and unbelievable happened in jail.

The nurse handed myself and my cellmate Raven Martinez 6 saltine crackers and she said "I'm not supposed to do this".

My study Bible was open to "feast of unleavened bread Passover" before the Israelites were freed from Egypt.

I said "Raven, one of us might be getting released and this is our Passover meal". Saltine crackers are unleavened bread.

The next day the judge released me and freedom fund bailed him out unexpectedly.

I didn't walk free that day because another judge held me on a misdemeanor.

But technically we were both released after eating 12 pieces of unleavened bread.

Levitical priesthood kept twelve loaves of unleavened bread in the Temple in honor of the twelve tribes.

When I was released on 08/11, I was released with one other person, the only other inmate besides myself who had ICP tattoos.

He told staff his birthday was April 11. I told him "No way, my birthday is April 11 and so is Rachael Mussolini's and Anton Lavey, founder of the Church of Satan.

He responded "I used to follow Lavey".

Also, I went to jail on the 11th, Raven was released on a 22nd, and I got out on an 11th.

Lia's birthday is 11/22/88, all digits of 11. The tool song "Jimmy" says "11" many times and says "11 you are the voice that's been calling me back home 11 1 and 1 are 1 11 glow child glow".

Jimmy means Jacob means Mussolini.

I know it doesn't mean I should contact Lia or that she is destiny, but I found an 8 of spades two days ago and first thing I read in my journal afterwards is "even a two of spades Trumps the King of hearts. Rebecca, mother of Jacob is the Trump card because she got Jacob Isaac's blessing, when Isaac wanted to bless his favorite, Esau".
(
Isaac means "laughter". The topic is "laughing gas". Lol)

It's me looking too deeply into it sometimes and I know I will never talk to Lia again, and must accept that, but it seems she was instrumental in guiding me to sobriety and destiny.

[Matthew Mussolini]

But yes, faith must not hinge on coincidences

[neonspectraltoast]

Gratias!
You have been used in many ways by forces I don't pretend to understand since I have been coming to this forum.

But you will see me do and say stupid things and that is to be expected because that's just my nature.

Glad you have seen past all that.

Something cool and unbelievable happened in jail.

The nurse handed myself and my cellmate Raven Martinez 6 saltine crackers and she said "I'm not supposed to do this".

My study Bible was open to "feast of unleavened bread Passover" before the Israelites were freed from Egypt.

I said "Raven, one of us might be getting released and this is our Passover meal". Saltine crackers are unleavened bread.

The next day the judge released me and freedom fund bailed him out unexpectedly.

I didn't walk free that day because another judge held me on a misdemeanor.

But technically we were both released after eating 12 pieces of unleavened bread.

Levitical priesthood kept twelve loaves of unleavened bread in the Temple in honor of the twelve tribes.

When I was released on 08/11, I was released with one other person, the only other inmate besides myself who had ICP tattoos.

He told staff his birthday was April 11. I told him "No way, my birthday is April 11 and so is Rachael Mussolini's and Anton Lavey, founder of the Church of Satan.

He responded "I used to follow Lavey".

Also, I went to jail on the 11th, Raven was released on a 22nd, and I got out on an 11th.

Lia's birthday is 11/22/88, all digits of 11. The tool song "Jimmy" says "11" many times and says "11 you are the voice that's been calling me back home 11 1 and 1 are 1 11 glow child glow".

Jimmy means Jacob means Mussolini.

I know it doesn't mean I should contact Lia or that she is destiny, but I found an 8 of spades two days ago and first thing I read in my journal afterwards is "even a two of spades Trumps the King of hearts. Rebecca, mother of Jacob is the Trump card because she got Jacob Isaac's blessing, when Isaac wanted to bless his favorite, Esau".
(
Isaac means "laughter". The topic is "laughing gas". Lol)

It's me looking too deeply into it sometimes and I know I will never talk to Lia again, and must accept that, but it seems she was instrumental in guiding me to sobriety and destiny.

Me? I'm not the one to judge. I'm the worst when I dont feel good about myself.

I do know, for a fact, there are higher forces at work, though. Hesitant to call myself a full-on shaman, but I am spiritually enlightened beyond a point where there's any doubt, and when I flow, when I'm at peace, it all works.

When I'm not -- look out! Grouch alert!

So, no...spirituality isn't such that a person loses complexity and just becomes a living angel overnight, in the most stereotypical fashion.

It's actually a huge struggle, as you are familiar, especially for we westerners who are adept. People don't understand that it is our fascination. And want to relegate it all to the priesthood or something, as if a profession could validate it.

There truly is a higher power, buddy, and as the saying goes, seek and ye shall find. You have sought and you have found. Hey now, hey now, don't dream it's over. They've come to build a wall between us -- they won't win.

[neonspectraltoast]

Like Yoda said when Luke said he wasn't scared, "You will be. You will be." The scope of the Almighty is absolutely mollifying. I will say you seem less skittish than I.

But never doubt, the struggle is real. For he who desires perfect faith.

[Matthew Mussolini]

Like Yoda said when Luke said he wasn't scared, "You will be. You will be." The scope of the Almighty is absolutely mollifying. I will say you seem less skittish than I.

But never doubt, the struggle is real. For he who desires perfect faith.

I love that quote from Yoda

[Matthew Mussolini]

Me? I'm not the one to judge. I'm the worst when I dont feel good about myself.

I do know, for a fact, there are higher forces at work, though. Hesitant to call myself a full-on shaman, but I am spiritually enlightened beyond a point where there's any doubt, and when I flow, when I'm at peace, it all works.

When I'm not -- look out! Grouch alert!

So, no...spirituality isn't such that a person loses complexity and just becomes a living angel overnight, in the most stereotypical fashion.

It's actually a huge struggle, as you are familiar, especially for we westerners who are adept. People don't understand that it is our fascination. And want to relegate it all to the priesthood or something, as if a profession could validate it.

There truly is a higher power, buddy, and as the saying goes, seek and ye shall find. You have sought and you have found. Hey now, hey now, don't dream it's over. They've come to build a wall between us -- they won't win.

Well, Mussolini says your heart , mind, and soul is the fortunes of Italy.

His ability to conquer a first world modern Democracy without shedding blood, having no votes, or qualifications, and just having the Prime minister step down ( and government and military bloodlessly fall to him) was like magic and unparalleled in history.

It was a real cool rise to power.

But now he realizes a soul is infinite and Empires fall. One soul, your soul means more to him than some Empire.

He also knows that almighty God is to be loved above the Caesar and doesn't want to distract you from your devotion to the omnipotent eternal flawless one.

But still, he gets lots of Graces from Heaven for his devotees nonetheless.

He is a good intercessor to have.

[neonspectraltoast]

I'm glad you have him. Me, my heart speaks direct. No man has the power to make it any more true or false. It stirs me always to love, cold as my head may be. It is a lion's heart. And it belongs to God.