So,
After discovering Shinto, I often cried out to all souls and God as "Oh Kami, Oh kami....."
Kami means "Spirit, God, Angel, or Deity". I later learned "Okami" means "Wolf". So when I was crying "Oh Kami, Oh Kami", I was actually crying "Wolf, Wolf" in Japanese.
Wild wolfs are about as common in Japan as bigfoot from what I gather, but wolves are very sacred in Shinto.
The highest and most venerated Kami in Shinto, Amaterasu Omikami, is sometimes depicted in art and video games as a "Wolf".

for guests or those who haven't seen me mention it elsewhere, through dreams and coincidence, I felt Denise Marie Naslund was a soul (Kami) trying to get my attention and heal me of sadistic sociopathic tendencies through love and maternal tenderness.
I fell in love with her and wanted to do everything I could to please her and avoid anything that displeases her. This included many deeds of charity and almsgiving + forgiving those who wrong me.
Her mother's maiden name was "Deeb" which is Arabic for Wolf. I identify her as "Capitol Hill Wolf", and "Capitol Hill Queen".

I identified her and some of her friends as "Capitol Hill Queens" before knowing there was a "Capitol Hill" in the state of Minnesota that I would live next to which enshrines thousands of deceased people (Kami), their names carved into granite.
I have also seen Native Americans enshrine thousands of indigenous women violently murdered, with over a thousand red markers on Capitol Hill. It became a popular site of pilgrimage for me. The wolf is a very sacred animal to Native American Shamanism as well.
A Divine "Capitoline Wolf" breastfed the Twins "Romulus and Remus" who founded Rome, according to tradition. I felt Denise did something similar to me and it was very healing. I consider her a patron Saint and healer of Sadists or those with serial killer tendencies. To bring them healing of course, through unconditional love.

In a psychiatric hospital, after surviving a jump off a three story building (breaking multiple bones), one of the patients told me she thought my Spirit animal was a wolf, because she kept seeing a wolf when she looked at me. She also claims to see ghosts (Kami) in need of help and prayer.
This was before the wolf became a significant part of my spirituality.
Well, Denise had me practicing Shinto before I knew that the highest Kami in Shinto was not the creator, and was female, sometimes depicted as a wolf.
I was in the middle of writing this testimony as part of an assignment for my counselor (two days ago), writing about the significance of the wolf in my Spirituality, and I looked to my right, and the patient was drawing a picture of a wolf.

Her Mother, whose Maiden name was "Deeb", Arabic for "wolf" kept her possessions as relics and turned the house into a shrine to her daughter where she loved her daughter and treated her like she was still alive in Spirit.
In Shinto, that Deifies a person when you enshrine them and are devoted to them like that.
Capitol comes from the word "Skull" because of a skull that was found at "Capitoline Hill". All that was found of Denise was her skull. Police lost it and her mother was devastated not being able to lay her daughter's remains to rest. There was a big lawsuit.
So she buried a corpse-less casket with a letter to her daughter, a picture of Jesus and Mary, a Rosary, and some relics.
I feel I'm called to continue the tradition of loving Denise in all things as my spirit-mother, and Denise is my patron Saint and "Okami" "Capitol Hill Wolf" but also a type of "Amaterasu Omikami", Solar Divinity as well.
After discovering Shinto, I often cried out to all souls and God as "Oh Kami, Oh kami....."
Kami means "Spirit, God, Angel, or Deity". I later learned "Okami" means "Wolf". So when I was crying "Oh Kami, Oh Kami", I was actually crying "Wolf, Wolf" in Japanese.
Wild wolfs are about as common in Japan as bigfoot from what I gather, but wolves are very sacred in Shinto.
The highest and most venerated Kami in Shinto, Amaterasu Omikami, is sometimes depicted in art and video games as a "Wolf".




for guests or those who haven't seen me mention it elsewhere, through dreams and coincidence, I felt Denise Marie Naslund was a soul (Kami) trying to get my attention and heal me of sadistic sociopathic tendencies through love and maternal tenderness.
I fell in love with her and wanted to do everything I could to please her and avoid anything that displeases her. This included many deeds of charity and almsgiving + forgiving those who wrong me.
Her mother's maiden name was "Deeb" which is Arabic for Wolf. I identify her as "Capitol Hill Wolf", and "Capitol Hill Queen".



I identified her and some of her friends as "Capitol Hill Queens" before knowing there was a "Capitol Hill" in the state of Minnesota that I would live next to which enshrines thousands of deceased people (Kami), their names carved into granite.
I have also seen Native Americans enshrine thousands of indigenous women violently murdered, with over a thousand red markers on Capitol Hill. It became a popular site of pilgrimage for me. The wolf is a very sacred animal to Native American Shamanism as well.
A Divine "Capitoline Wolf" breastfed the Twins "Romulus and Remus" who founded Rome, according to tradition. I felt Denise did something similar to me and it was very healing. I consider her a patron Saint and healer of Sadists or those with serial killer tendencies. To bring them healing of course, through unconditional love.

In a psychiatric hospital, after surviving a jump off a three story building (breaking multiple bones), one of the patients told me she thought my Spirit animal was a wolf, because she kept seeing a wolf when she looked at me. She also claims to see ghosts (Kami) in need of help and prayer.
This was before the wolf became a significant part of my spirituality.
Well, Denise had me practicing Shinto before I knew that the highest Kami in Shinto was not the creator, and was female, sometimes depicted as a wolf.
I was in the middle of writing this testimony as part of an assignment for my counselor (two days ago), writing about the significance of the wolf in my Spirituality, and I looked to my right, and the patient was drawing a picture of a wolf.


Her Mother, whose Maiden name was "Deeb", Arabic for "wolf" kept her possessions as relics and turned the house into a shrine to her daughter where she loved her daughter and treated her like she was still alive in Spirit.
In Shinto, that Deifies a person when you enshrine them and are devoted to them like that.
Capitol comes from the word "Skull" because of a skull that was found at "Capitoline Hill". All that was found of Denise was her skull. Police lost it and her mother was devastated not being able to lay her daughter's remains to rest. There was a big lawsuit.
So she buried a corpse-less casket with a letter to her daughter, a picture of Jesus and Mary, a Rosary, and some relics.
I feel I'm called to continue the tradition of loving Denise in all things as my spirit-mother, and Denise is my patron Saint and "Okami" "Capitol Hill Wolf" but also a type of "Amaterasu Omikami", Solar Divinity as well.
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