I'm feeling I suffer from a lack of trust in intuition, severe doubts, skepticism, based on so many failures, trauma, and wounds from the past
However, I feel there are some spirits that have access to me that have done much damage and lead me astray at times.
Even they however, even when they lead me to hurt or offend people, some great good came forth from it though.
In jail, my roommate was Raven. A nurse gave us crackers (unleavened bread) and she said "I'm not supposed to do this".
My Bible was open to "Feast of unleavened bread". Israelites ate unleavened bread before leaving bondage in Egypt.
I told Raven, "this is our feast of unleavened bread. One of us gets released tomorrow"
He was bailed out the next day and judge released me on my own recognizance. Raven said "no one would believe it's true even if you tell them".
I felt that was a message from a Suicide whose tomb I used to pray before named "Raven" (with image of Raven on tomb) due to my cell mate being "Raven", and another coincidence involving Elijah and the raven story in jail.
Trays tipped over at another occasion for lunch, and staff ordered all new trays. Many trays didn't fully tip over or had cake stuck to them or food that didn't touch the floor.
With a whole new set of trays, inmates got to eat almost double, and I had almost triple what I would have eaten. Biggest meal in jail.
I returned to my cell to find a letter to the Prophet Elijah "I would like a Raven to feed me some day". An interior locution seemed to tell me that was the answer to my prayer, and the ghost of Raven (the suicide) tipped some of the trays to feed us.
I wrote his mother and called her, and the mother of the suicide wept tears of joy over the phone, and sent me a letter saying she prays to Raven every morning because of my testimony.
Had I not gone to jail, I could not have consoled a mother of a suicide, who worried her son might be in hell for suicide. I got her to believe he is in Heaven through that experience.
So, even my Demons seem to be bringing me where I need to be , and destiny that accomplished the greater good (sometimes).
In fact, the mother of suicide Raven said I helped her more than anyone else with the grieving process, including Raven's and her immediate family!
Do you have any experiences like that? Care to share?
However, I feel there are some spirits that have access to me that have done much damage and lead me astray at times.
Even they however, even when they lead me to hurt or offend people, some great good came forth from it though.
In jail, my roommate was Raven. A nurse gave us crackers (unleavened bread) and she said "I'm not supposed to do this".
My Bible was open to "Feast of unleavened bread". Israelites ate unleavened bread before leaving bondage in Egypt.
I told Raven, "this is our feast of unleavened bread. One of us gets released tomorrow"
He was bailed out the next day and judge released me on my own recognizance. Raven said "no one would believe it's true even if you tell them".
I felt that was a message from a Suicide whose tomb I used to pray before named "Raven" (with image of Raven on tomb) due to my cell mate being "Raven", and another coincidence involving Elijah and the raven story in jail.
Trays tipped over at another occasion for lunch, and staff ordered all new trays. Many trays didn't fully tip over or had cake stuck to them or food that didn't touch the floor.
With a whole new set of trays, inmates got to eat almost double, and I had almost triple what I would have eaten. Biggest meal in jail.
I returned to my cell to find a letter to the Prophet Elijah "I would like a Raven to feed me some day". An interior locution seemed to tell me that was the answer to my prayer, and the ghost of Raven (the suicide) tipped some of the trays to feed us.
I wrote his mother and called her, and the mother of the suicide wept tears of joy over the phone, and sent me a letter saying she prays to Raven every morning because of my testimony.
Had I not gone to jail, I could not have consoled a mother of a suicide, who worried her son might be in hell for suicide. I got her to believe he is in Heaven through that experience.
So, even my Demons seem to be bringing me where I need to be , and destiny that accomplished the greater good (sometimes).
In fact, the mother of suicide Raven said I helped her more than anyone else with the grieving process, including Raven's and her immediate family!
Do you have any experiences like that? Care to share?
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