My alarm went off at 6:20 am today and I had a dream some Asian guy was telling me "It's meth hour! It's Meth hour! Get up you lazy lout!" as the alarm was going off and I was in between states of consciousness.
Hey, that's a good name for the 6:00 am hour because it is typically the time I only set my alarm for when I have speed, so I can get to the Cathedral Mass (and steal some candles while I'm at it. I smoke my Holy crystals with blessed candles from the Cathedral and turn it into a Shamanistic ritual. It saves a lot of money on lighters. If sleep deprivation is a big factor , it can have psychedelic qualities as well.).
LOL! Nah, typically I buy the candles, but same principle. I use the stuff religiously and pray Hail Mary's betwen each hit.
Also, Dextromethorphan has meth in it.
It used to be my favorite psychedelic. Then I had that fall off the building and discovered what Ketamine mixed with diladid feels like.
Seriously, if that is anything like Heaven, I'd be willing to be crucified or tortured to death to have that for eternity. It's actually tied with doing over a dub when I've gone over two weeks without using, as literally probably the happiest I've ever been.
I know that's pathetic, but sober happiness is something I've lacked since I was 8 years old.
Hey, that's a good name for the 6:00 am hour because it is typically the time I only set my alarm for when I have speed, so I can get to the Cathedral Mass (and steal some candles while I'm at it. I smoke my Holy crystals with blessed candles from the Cathedral and turn it into a Shamanistic ritual. It saves a lot of money on lighters. If sleep deprivation is a big factor , it can have psychedelic qualities as well.).
LOL! Nah, typically I buy the candles, but same principle. I use the stuff religiously and pray Hail Mary's betwen each hit.
Also, Dextromethorphan has meth in it.
It used to be my favorite psychedelic. Then I had that fall off the building and discovered what Ketamine mixed with diladid feels like.
Seriously, if that is anything like Heaven, I'd be willing to be crucified or tortured to death to have that for eternity. It's actually tied with doing over a dub when I've gone over two weeks without using, as literally probably the happiest I've ever been.
I know that's pathetic, but sober happiness is something I've lacked since I was 8 years old.
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