Weird.
Taped to my wall there is myself, a high Kami I pray to, Dionisia Marie, and a message from Amaterasu that I don't remember writing.
I never read the message, but after successfully shooting 30 dollars worth of crystal meth into a vein near my hand in celebration of Francisco Franco's birthday today,
December 4th, something draws me to read the paper.
It says:
Amaterasu:
"avoid chemical induced euphoria, for when you shot up, you were a total nut case.
Better to always be experiencing mild discouragement than chronic euphoria, because resistance builds strength.
Challenges make you stronger to carry heavier crosses, and be a great Shinto Emperor and Samurai.
The faith and confidence in Kami (God , Spirits) that you temporarily experience on Meth isn't genuine, and your prayers not a pleasing pure offering to the Kami.
When you suffer through sobriety and maintain faith, your prayers are a pure offering, and very powerful when you carry a heavy cross".
Anyway, I thought it was weird because I never hardly ever shoot up, then I read a message that begins with getting scolded for shooting up shortly after.
Taped to my wall there is myself, a high Kami I pray to, Dionisia Marie, and a message from Amaterasu that I don't remember writing.
I never read the message, but after successfully shooting 30 dollars worth of crystal meth into a vein near my hand in celebration of Francisco Franco's birthday today,
It says:
Amaterasu:
"avoid chemical induced euphoria, for when you shot up, you were a total nut case.
Better to always be experiencing mild discouragement than chronic euphoria, because resistance builds strength.
Challenges make you stronger to carry heavier crosses, and be a great Shinto Emperor and Samurai.
The faith and confidence in Kami (God , Spirits) that you temporarily experience on Meth isn't genuine, and your prayers not a pleasing pure offering to the Kami.
When you suffer through sobriety and maintain faith, your prayers are a pure offering, and very powerful when you carry a heavy cross".
Anyway, I thought it was weird because I never hardly ever shoot up, then I read a message that begins with getting scolded for shooting up shortly after.
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