An atheist probably wonders "How do you theists survive living in a fantasy world. I would kill myself."
The problem is, even when I called myself an atheist, I could look at the planets that aren't perfectly round but almost, and creatures like


and suddenly not find it possible to fully remain an atheist. I just pretended I was one.
I'm not gonna call birds beautiful because that's gay , but I assume a big bang happened (Where the fuck did the energy for the bang come from) which lead to a single cell organism in water that eventually became:


A body that looked something like :
Eventually evolved into: 
Now the first image could be my ancestors no doubt. I mean, just look at my posts and it is doubtful whether or not I'm a homo sapien. But some people are actually human beings that are totally separate from animals.
It's true prayer won't clean my apartment, and prayer is not going to make amputated limbs grow back. But there are a lot of things it can help a person with.
If prayer and Spiritual meditation, and belief in Spiritual entities like the soldiers of Yasukuni Shrine, the Kami, the Capitol Hill Queens, Benito and Rachel Mussolini, my Fascist family in the world of the dead, was no longer a part of my life....
....If I no longer believed there were independent sentient beings influencing the universe that could bless or curse me , delight in or be offended by my actions, hear my intercession etc. I would have only the material world.
Thing is, the material world is EXTREMELY depressing to me. Not just to mention, I have tried to be an atheist and it just became impossible. Many seasoned scientists have converted to faith and spirituality because they find too many holes in the big bang theory.
I actually do believe in evolution. I just think there is often a sentient being (entity) or more that is guiding the process of evolution.
When I'm an atheist everything becomes depressing. I have injuries that can't be operated on that don't heal. They won't get any better.
If I quit meth I'll temporarily get better looking, especially morally, mentally, and spiritually, and in maturity, but physically as well because I'll put on some weight, but as a general rule, I'm going to get more ugly with time whether sober or not.
It is not that being ugly is a bad thing. It keeps people beautiful on the inside where it counts and keeps them humble. As a person of faith I can believe all this great stuff about what comes in the future, and what is so great about being a humble ugly old man who wears depends.
As an atheist, it's just me falling apart, in control of my life (which I can't control) and nothing to look forward to but suffering and death or gettting high. Being an atheist sucks!
Thoughts?
The problem is, even when I called myself an atheist, I could look at the planets that aren't perfectly round but almost, and creatures like
and suddenly not find it possible to fully remain an atheist. I just pretended I was one.
I'm not gonna call birds beautiful because that's gay , but I assume a big bang happened (Where the fuck did the energy for the bang come from) which lead to a single cell organism in water that eventually became:
Now the first image could be my ancestors no doubt. I mean, just look at my posts and it is doubtful whether or not I'm a homo sapien. But some people are actually human beings that are totally separate from animals.
It's true prayer won't clean my apartment, and prayer is not going to make amputated limbs grow back. But there are a lot of things it can help a person with.
If prayer and Spiritual meditation, and belief in Spiritual entities like the soldiers of Yasukuni Shrine, the Kami, the Capitol Hill Queens, Benito and Rachel Mussolini, my Fascist family in the world of the dead, was no longer a part of my life....
....If I no longer believed there were independent sentient beings influencing the universe that could bless or curse me , delight in or be offended by my actions, hear my intercession etc. I would have only the material world.
Thing is, the material world is EXTREMELY depressing to me. Not just to mention, I have tried to be an atheist and it just became impossible. Many seasoned scientists have converted to faith and spirituality because they find too many holes in the big bang theory.
I actually do believe in evolution. I just think there is often a sentient being (entity) or more that is guiding the process of evolution.
When I'm an atheist everything becomes depressing. I have injuries that can't be operated on that don't heal. They won't get any better.
If I quit meth I'll temporarily get better looking, especially morally, mentally, and spiritually, and in maturity, but physically as well because I'll put on some weight, but as a general rule, I'm going to get more ugly with time whether sober or not.
It is not that being ugly is a bad thing. It keeps people beautiful on the inside where it counts and keeps them humble. As a person of faith I can believe all this great stuff about what comes in the future, and what is so great about being a humble ugly old man who wears depends.
As an atheist, it's just me falling apart, in control of my life (which I can't control) and nothing to look forward to but suffering and death or gettting high. Being an atheist sucks!
Thoughts?
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