So, one of my favorite prostitutes in Saint Paul, who I actually saw during my last institution, she was in bed with me and we were about to go to second base, I had no protection handy, and she broke the news to me that she had Hepatitis C.
I thought maybe that was her making it up, because she didn't want to have adult relationships with me maybe I thought , but I found out from others who know her that it's common knowledge she has hepatitis C.
It's very sad, because I have seen IV drug users with that disease whose skin turns yellow and liver destructs.
She looked good when I saw her last May (actually more closer to August), but it's going to lead to her premature death, and had she not told me, mine too.
I'll never forget, first time she and I bonded was in the dark the night her mother died. She ran up to me weeping and holding me. I had nothing to offer and felt embarrassed she was holding onto me, as I was homeless and hadn't bathed in a few days.
Yet every time she sees me she wants to hug and kiss, and if I offer her money no strings attached, she and another prostitute I know, (one of them with a daughter) will not accept money from me because of my financial crisis, showing they have a moral compass, altruism to some extent, and they strike me as more humble than pious Religious folks on average.
Jesus was constantly criticized for always hanging out with sluts and whores, and from my experience with them and average religious person, I'd pick sluts and whores over what is typical piety, not saying sexual immorality is okay, but Jesus praised the immoral woman who washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair, the morally loose woman who anointed him with oil....
And the first person the risen Christ appeared to was Mary Magdalene, notorious for being a slut and having seven demons cast out of her.
Christ said his and John the Baptist's testimony was rejected by wise, learned, and religious people, and prostitutes + sluts were at the top of the list of people who accepted them, with tax collectors and drunkards ( notorious for sexual immorality and crime), and "babes and sucklings" lol.
I must detach myself from prostitutes and immoral folks, as two STD'S and a close call with Hep C, and being found in a guy's bed with his girl, inviting the wrong guy's girl to stay at my apartment, and the consequences, has scared me celibate, but I truly miss the companionship (even with the old retired actress that used to hire me
) and the crazies, the junkies, and the interesting females I can't hang out with or sleep with anymore is a major drag.
But just for the sake of conversation, does anyone know the best site I can find lonely women free of charge. I want to give them a Catechism lesson. Plus, when I'm interacting with women regularly from such sites , it motivates me to work, be clean, groomed, organized, have the means to wine and dine them.
But I'm praying God doesn't strip the whore of Babylon down naked and kill her like Revelation says, but that the whore be like those whores who accepted Christ, use the money from her harlotry to buy the impoverished Christ New shoes, new clothes, new merchandise, fun, and satiate the starving Christ in need of sensual gratification from a pretty female Goddess, satisfying the many appetites of the needy suffering Christ in the poorest of the poor.
I had a prostitute spend all night with me sharing her goods and cleaning, organizing my apartment, and didn't charge me anything. God better reward her on Judgement day for charity!!!
In defense of virtue though, sexual immorality has left one in five Americans with an STD, and the terrible curse of unwanted pregnancies and children without nuclear families.
But I've met sluts, whores, and pious churchy types, and I definitely favor the former, not just because of reward they have given me, but their humility, lack of judgement and condemnation, their knowledge of their faults and unrighteousness, more down to earth, more amusing, and they seem more nice, kind, and willing to hug a leper or monster.
I told this girl at a crisis residents that I was a serial killer, and judging by her reaction she took the comment seriously, but surprisingly she said "Well I need to give you a hug then. You were probably unloved".
No Pious Churchy girls I met would ever offer a hug to a serial killer, monster, or little shit who jokes like that. I've been around them enough to hear them gossip about abortion, Catholic Doctors who prescribe contraception, bash heretics, bash gays and transgenders (I'm not saying I support those traditionally stereotypical classified "sins" as being okay, but I'm certainly evil enough with a plank in my eye, I can't tell someone about what they must remove from their eye, and I'm too sick myself to judge or listen to such gossip about groups that have better people than myself.
So, have no interest in pious religious company, as I've seen it lead to things as crazy as a guy hitting a priest in the confession booth , and having to be physically removed over the priests refusal to preach against birth control.
I go to mass, receive communion, and then offer the treasures of the Eucharist to the Kami Spirits on Capitol Hill, avoiding all interactions with Church people, and incessant pressure from people to get active in my Church is driving me nuts!
I miss previous junkies and prostitutes I once hung out with regularly, not the pious folks, but I must say goodbye to both, leaving me with my ghosts.
But they can be fun.
I also have AA meetings I go to. Kinky impoverished females are what I'm missing most though, and that lifestyle I cherish with them will mess up sobriety, probation, troubles with other guys they see, STD risks, unwanted pregnancy risks, lack of growth in maturity and Spiritual perfection, so it simply can't continue.
How did Jesus Christ manage to have so many women with mental health issues, who sell themselves , need exorcisms, are always around him, kissing his feet, massaging his head with oil, washing his feet with their tears and hair drying them, but not experiment with them.... he even turned water into an intoxicating party beverage that causes sexual promiscuity and lowers inhibitions, and yet he allegedly remained a 33 year old Virgin that didn't masturbate.
I guess that isn't the most impressive of his works, but is certainly one gift and strength I'd like to have.
Please pray for me, and pray the whore of Babylon and Jesus to become good friends. It's my latest crusade! He said "love your enemies". He should take his own advice!.
Your advice is appreciated!
I thought maybe that was her making it up, because she didn't want to have adult relationships with me maybe I thought , but I found out from others who know her that it's common knowledge she has hepatitis C.
It's very sad, because I have seen IV drug users with that disease whose skin turns yellow and liver destructs.
She looked good when I saw her last May (actually more closer to August), but it's going to lead to her premature death, and had she not told me, mine too.
I'll never forget, first time she and I bonded was in the dark the night her mother died. She ran up to me weeping and holding me. I had nothing to offer and felt embarrassed she was holding onto me, as I was homeless and hadn't bathed in a few days.
Yet every time she sees me she wants to hug and kiss, and if I offer her money no strings attached, she and another prostitute I know, (one of them with a daughter) will not accept money from me because of my financial crisis, showing they have a moral compass, altruism to some extent, and they strike me as more humble than pious Religious folks on average.
Jesus was constantly criticized for always hanging out with sluts and whores, and from my experience with them and average religious person, I'd pick sluts and whores over what is typical piety, not saying sexual immorality is okay, but Jesus praised the immoral woman who washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair, the morally loose woman who anointed him with oil....
And the first person the risen Christ appeared to was Mary Magdalene, notorious for being a slut and having seven demons cast out of her.
Christ said his and John the Baptist's testimony was rejected by wise, learned, and religious people, and prostitutes + sluts were at the top of the list of people who accepted them, with tax collectors and drunkards ( notorious for sexual immorality and crime), and "babes and sucklings" lol.
I must detach myself from prostitutes and immoral folks, as two STD'S and a close call with Hep C, and being found in a guy's bed with his girl, inviting the wrong guy's girl to stay at my apartment, and the consequences, has scared me celibate, but I truly miss the companionship (even with the old retired actress that used to hire me
) and the crazies, the junkies, and the interesting females I can't hang out with or sleep with anymore is a major drag.But just for the sake of conversation, does anyone know the best site I can find lonely women free of charge.
I want to give them a Catechism lesson. Plus, when I'm interacting with women regularly from such sites , it motivates me to work, be clean, groomed, organized, have the means to wine and dine them.But I'm praying God doesn't strip the whore of Babylon down naked and kill her like Revelation says, but that the whore be like those whores who accepted Christ, use the money from her harlotry to buy the impoverished Christ New shoes, new clothes, new merchandise, fun, and satiate the starving Christ in need of sensual gratification from a pretty female Goddess, satisfying the many appetites of the needy suffering Christ in the poorest of the poor.
I had a prostitute spend all night with me sharing her goods and cleaning, organizing my apartment, and didn't charge me anything. God better reward her on Judgement day for charity!!!
In defense of virtue though, sexual immorality has left one in five Americans with an STD, and the terrible curse of unwanted pregnancies and children without nuclear families.
But I've met sluts, whores, and pious churchy types, and I definitely favor the former, not just because of reward they have given me, but their humility, lack of judgement and condemnation, their knowledge of their faults and unrighteousness, more down to earth, more amusing, and they seem more nice, kind, and willing to hug a leper or monster.
I told this girl at a crisis residents that I was a serial killer, and judging by her reaction she took the comment seriously, but surprisingly she said "Well I need to give you a hug then. You were probably unloved".
No Pious Churchy girls I met would ever offer a hug to a serial killer, monster, or little shit who jokes like that. I've been around them enough to hear them gossip about abortion, Catholic Doctors who prescribe contraception, bash heretics, bash gays and transgenders (I'm not saying I support those traditionally stereotypical classified "sins" as being okay, but I'm certainly evil enough with a plank in my eye, I can't tell someone about what they must remove from their eye, and I'm too sick myself to judge or listen to such gossip about groups that have better people than myself.
So, have no interest in pious religious company, as I've seen it lead to things as crazy as a guy hitting a priest in the confession booth , and having to be physically removed over the priests refusal to preach against birth control.
I go to mass, receive communion, and then offer the treasures of the Eucharist to the Kami Spirits on Capitol Hill, avoiding all interactions with Church people, and incessant pressure from people to get active in my Church is driving me nuts!
I miss previous junkies and prostitutes I once hung out with regularly, not the pious folks, but I must say goodbye to both, leaving me with my ghosts.
But they can be fun.
I also have AA meetings I go to. Kinky impoverished females are what I'm missing most though, and that lifestyle I cherish with them will mess up sobriety, probation, troubles with other guys they see, STD risks, unwanted pregnancy risks, lack of growth in maturity and Spiritual perfection, so it simply can't continue.
How did Jesus Christ manage to have so many women with mental health issues, who sell themselves , need exorcisms, are always around him, kissing his feet, massaging his head with oil, washing his feet with their tears and hair drying them, but not experiment with them.... he even turned water into an intoxicating party beverage that causes sexual promiscuity and lowers inhibitions, and yet he allegedly remained a 33 year old Virgin that didn't masturbate.
I guess that isn't the most impressive of his works, but is certainly one gift and strength I'd like to have.
Please pray for me, and pray the whore of Babylon and Jesus to become good friends. It's my latest crusade! He said "love your enemies". He should take his own advice!
.Your advice is appreciated!
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