The person who got me into Fascism and Shintoism, did so before I knew what either were. I was in jail and began writing letters to her because I kept having dreams she guided the butcher knife that I thrust twice into a guys chest in attempted murder, and stopped the knife from cutting arteries. I then found a 1974 penny and she was murdered 1974, and never had I found a coin in jail.
The day the coin was confiscated as contraband, I walked out of my cell to see a new magazine with a girl on the cover and the words, "Penny's from heaven".
I began to write what I felt she was saying to me and I'm sure some of it was falsehood because I'm schizophrenic.
But I began praying for a revival of the Roman Empire, and to an entity I called " Holy Roman Empire". I prayed for that Theocracy to become reality and for America to become a Theocracy without Dogma or Scripture forced down anyone's throat, where everyone is enlightened and prayerful, and Denise or some girl as sweet as her be the Caesar (Empress), and Temples, monuments, and shrines be built in her honor, a material society inspired by and surrendered to a society of Spirits.
I didn't realize that is Fascism and in the Doctrine of Fascism which I read years later.
I also had what I called Japan fever, so I surrendered to the Japanese war dead and Samurai, asked to be their POW, prayed to Hirohito, desired Bushido, the way of the warrior and Samurai, got out of jail and made framed shrines in trees, planted flowers, made altars of stone, and believed spirits inhabited trees, rivers, plants, where I burned incense, grain, had bon fires, and food offerings.
That is totally Shinto and the highest Kami in Shinto is female like Denise. Then I learned about Yasukuni Shrine where more than 2,466,000 war dead are enshrined, and one of their main festivals for consoling the dead falls on July 14, the day Denise was murdered for helping a man in a cast pretending to be injured.
Then I learned Mussolini wanted to restore the Roman Empire like I was praying for 71QKuDrAVsL.jpg and outlaw shit in the media that really fucked my young mind up like pornography and music glorifying hedonism, immaturity, selfishness, violence, and killing people.
Even when it doesn't turn a person into a rapist or killer, it makes them perverted and have less self-control.
All I knew is that Denise, Dionisia, female version of Dionysus, only compatible with Christianity, had her dreams stolen, so I wanted to do what I could to give the world to her and make her dreams come true.
She's a lot better than Mussolini MV5BZDFkODA2NTYtYzJjMy00MjhjLWJhODAtOGM5MGYyZjBjMjczXkEyXkFqcGdeQXVyNjUxMjc1OTM@._V1_.jpg and doesn't want to kill people or force the ridiculous Bible people fight incessantly over, or force any Dogma, but wants young minds protected from what has turned America into the serial killer Capitol.
We didn't used to be that way or have rape, mental illness, and pedophile and drug and divorce and abortion epidemic. We didn't have school shootings back when pornography and glorifications of hedonism and wickedness were censored.
I think the Bible is outdated. I think we need to turn to the Kami (God is Kami by the way) for a conscience, then follow our conscience, without an ancient text telling us contradictory messages that divide people.
I got into violent porn and necrophilia porn at a young age. I was relatively normal before that addiction. It caused all kinds of problems and I was a sadist and sociopath.
There actually is a cure for me, so there might be for you. I explain in these two YouTube's but it's going to take more than 2 videos.
In this YouTube I talk about my visit to the humane society where Ted Bundy's first victim worked. There is a memorial to her there. I live in her city. I also mention Maria Gorretti, who a porn addict tried to have sex with, and she resisted him, causing him to rage out and stab her 14 times. As she bled to death the nurse and Doctor heard her pray to God she could be with the man who did that to her in heaven.
Her killer said she appeared to him and offered a lilly when he was in jail, and he had a conversion to Catholicism and prayed all the time trying to convert inmates and get Maria canonized.
Also, when Ted Bundy was going to kill a girl at Chi-Omega sorority house, he dropped his weapon and fled when he saw her carrying a Rosary in her sleep and got a bad feeling in his gut.
I'm really not pushing religion. I'm saying, "follow your conscience!"
The day the coin was confiscated as contraband, I walked out of my cell to see a new magazine with a girl on the cover and the words, "Penny's from heaven".
I began to write what I felt she was saying to me and I'm sure some of it was falsehood because I'm schizophrenic.
But I began praying for a revival of the Roman Empire, and to an entity I called " Holy Roman Empire". I prayed for that Theocracy to become reality and for America to become a Theocracy without Dogma or Scripture forced down anyone's throat, where everyone is enlightened and prayerful, and Denise or some girl as sweet as her be the Caesar (Empress), and Temples, monuments, and shrines be built in her honor, a material society inspired by and surrendered to a society of Spirits.
I didn't realize that is Fascism and in the Doctrine of Fascism which I read years later.
I also had what I called Japan fever, so I surrendered to the Japanese war dead and Samurai, asked to be their POW, prayed to Hirohito, desired Bushido, the way of the warrior and Samurai, got out of jail and made framed shrines in trees, planted flowers, made altars of stone, and believed spirits inhabited trees, rivers, plants, where I burned incense, grain, had bon fires, and food offerings.
That is totally Shinto and the highest Kami in Shinto is female like Denise. Then I learned about Yasukuni Shrine where more than 2,466,000 war dead are enshrined, and one of their main festivals for consoling the dead falls on July 14, the day Denise was murdered for helping a man in a cast pretending to be injured.
Then I learned Mussolini wanted to restore the Roman Empire like I was praying for 71QKuDrAVsL.jpg and outlaw shit in the media that really fucked my young mind up like pornography and music glorifying hedonism, immaturity, selfishness, violence, and killing people.
Even when it doesn't turn a person into a rapist or killer, it makes them perverted and have less self-control.
All I knew is that Denise, Dionisia, female version of Dionysus, only compatible with Christianity, had her dreams stolen, so I wanted to do what I could to give the world to her and make her dreams come true.
She's a lot better than Mussolini MV5BZDFkODA2NTYtYzJjMy00MjhjLWJhODAtOGM5MGYyZjBjMjczXkEyXkFqcGdeQXVyNjUxMjc1OTM@._V1_.jpg and doesn't want to kill people or force the ridiculous Bible people fight incessantly over, or force any Dogma, but wants young minds protected from what has turned America into the serial killer Capitol.
We didn't used to be that way or have rape, mental illness, and pedophile and drug and divorce and abortion epidemic. We didn't have school shootings back when pornography and glorifications of hedonism and wickedness were censored.
I think the Bible is outdated. I think we need to turn to the Kami (God is Kami by the way) for a conscience, then follow our conscience, without an ancient text telling us contradictory messages that divide people.
I got into violent porn and necrophilia porn at a young age. I was relatively normal before that addiction. It caused all kinds of problems and I was a sadist and sociopath.
There actually is a cure for me, so there might be for you. I explain in these two YouTube's but it's going to take more than 2 videos.
In this YouTube I talk about my visit to the humane society where Ted Bundy's first victim worked. There is a memorial to her there. I live in her city. I also mention Maria Gorretti, who a porn addict tried to have sex with, and she resisted him, causing him to rage out and stab her 14 times. As she bled to death the nurse and Doctor heard her pray to God she could be with the man who did that to her in heaven.
Her killer said she appeared to him and offered a lilly when he was in jail, and he had a conversion to Catholicism and prayed all the time trying to convert inmates and get Maria canonized.
Also, when Ted Bundy was going to kill a girl at Chi-Omega sorority house, he dropped his weapon and fled when he saw her carrying a Rosary in her sleep and got a bad feeling in his gut.
I'm really not pushing religion. I'm saying, "follow your conscience!"