Why do female porn stars die so young?

[Matthew Mussolini]

This is in the sex, romance, and love section because pornography has everything to do with sex, and sometimes romance. I would argue though it has next to nothing to do with love.

But there is love I have for a porn star who died March 15, 2019.

Her cause of death was called overdose because she had multiple drugs in her system, but some argue it was murder. (You can literally give a porn star or prostitute a drink laced with enough controlled substances to kill a horse, and law enforcement will just say they died of an overdose, without much investigation into whether there was any foul play involved.)

In Violet Rains case though, the guy that brought her corpse to the ER was the last guy she was seen with, so it looks suspicious to some, including myself.

Violet rain interests me because she died one day after I first celebrated national spider national butterfly day (March 14) 2019 and the 100 year anniversary of the founding of the Fascist party, which was founded 1919 in March.

More importantly, her name is violet rain, which means "Purple Rain". Right next to Capitol Hill is a Museum with a big picture of Prince on the outside. My favorite song from Prince is "Purple Rain".

I added Violet Rain to my list of "Capitol Hill Queens" who I receive Holy Communion for at Mass and whose names I chant as a sacred Litany at Capitol Hill, after receiving Holy Communion, and offer them the treasures of Holy Eucharist. It is a romantic exchange.

I called the first Capitol Hill Queens by that title before knowing there was even a place called Capitol Hill in the state of Minnesota, and I had no clue I would one day be living right next to such a place, for I was in a different county. So, I'm sure not all of this is delusion.

My drug dealer at the time, who I called "Mother Teresa" gave me a CD shortly before Violet Rain's death. It's the only CD I own because I don't have a CD player. It is a Prince CD, and on that CD is the song, "Purple Rain". I then printed out a black and white picture of Mussolini from a printer that only has black ink supposedly. It came out purple. I knew it wasn't a coincidence.

In the picture, it looked like the Duce was laughing. One of the lyrics in the song "Purple Rain" was "I never wanted to cause you pain, I only wanted to see you laughing, in the purple rain."

I could be crazy, but I think the Spirits of Fascism wish to extinguish the fires of Hell with something called "Purple rain", fill hell with laughter with the best laughing gas and best comedians. But not all of my inspirations do I consider Divinely inspired when they are that far-fetched. Time shall tell.

One thing I know for certain though. Violet Rain is in my life for a reason. She was a meek and humble sweetheart. Not a bad bone in her body. She was just horny is all, and I can't condemn her for that. She also found a way to make a quick buck doing something she enjoyed. I can't fault her for it. Rest in Peace Sweetie!




Now, regarding the title of this thread

Why do female porn stars die so young? Average life expectancy for a woman is over 79 years, which is higher than a man.

For a female porn star, average life-expectancy is 36.2 years.

What do you think are the reasons?

[Rev J]

I'm ignoring about 95% of your post. Personally I'm getting tired of you extrapolating on Mussolini. He was a fucking monster get over it. Go to a fascist forum with your bullshit and even they will tell you it's bullshit.

Now on to the 5% that is relevant to the thread title.

In the "General Population" 1 in 5 women is raped or sexually abused. From what I've seen in documentaries on the porn industry, watching Howard Stern reruns etc I'm going to estimate that in porn it's 3 in 5 before they even enter the industry. So you have PTSD, one of the more common coping mechanisms for it is drug use, and other self destructive behaviors, and some have other types of mental illness like Bipolar Disorder. One of the common symptoms is hyper sexuality. It's a pretty toxic stew already. Add to that the high turnover rate, obsession with youth and beauty, plus a certain amount of body dysphoria (if you ever see Tabitha Stevens on Howard Stern you can see the plastic surgery scars loud and clear), eating disorders, the pressure to put out more product in less time etc. Then add to that a certain amount of for lack of a better term "Toxic Masculinity" since most of the directors and consumers of the product are male. After the beauty fades it becomes going into niches that become more extreme and abusive. Sharon Mitchell once said "You have to have a pretty strong sense of self to get in this game and stay in it. You pretty much can only date within it because only people involve in it will understand, outside of this community you will be a social pariah, and there's a good chance that your family will disown you."

Sounds like a recipe for suicide.

C/S,
Rev J

[Matthew Mussolini]

When I grow up I want to create a Fascist Temple, only instead of stained glass windows of the Virgin Mary and Saint Philomena and all those girls canonized for dying virgins;

We will have Olivia Lua as our equivalent of Virgin Mary. She died age 23 of suicide and tweeted that she wasn't loveable. The night before her death she tweeted "it is all around me. Nothing scares me anymore". Olivia, I don't know how someone as gorgeous internally as well as externally could feel unloveable. If people like you and Violet Rain don't get to Heaven, I don't want to be there.

Show me how to make you happy, in this life and the next. Jesus was a friend of sluts and whores, and of the adulteress , he said, " let he who is without sin cast the first stone".

I think Jesus loves you sweetie. If he rejects you, the Caesar, contender with God does not, and I shall love you for eternity. I wouldn't reject you if you weighed 300 pounds. You are beautiful inside and have suffered much.

Here is another Olivia who died age 20. Olivia Nova. Yeah, her breasts are almost showing and it isn't disrespectful or even pornographic. The Vatican has nudity all over the place. Her body glorifies her maker.

She may never occupy a stained glass window in a sacred Church, but she occupies a stained glass window in the Temple of my heart.

"Sorry for neglecting you Miss Nova. Praise God for making something as gorgeous a masterpiece of artwork as you!

Help me to remember you during mass attendance and on the Capitol hill Queens Litany recital at Capitol hill (following Holy Communion.)

Help me to be diligent with my time and not waste time masturbating and viewing pornography.

Help me have genuine love for all you girls and not superficial love. Superficial love is when we love someone because it feels good. Genuine love requires sacrifice and suffering. Help me not be a pig or a coward. Amen!



It's better to not jerk off every day and practice moderation of the flesh, but if you must jerk off, you can actually glorify Violet Rain and some of these lovely angels if your focus is on them when you jerk off and take them as your jerk mate. Turn it into a prayer and offering.

Then when you ejaculate, say their name with the phrase " be exalted, be Queen of Heaven and Earth".

They are humble, have a sense of humour, understand human sexuality and nature. They don't mind and kind of find it delightful that you turned a selfish act of self a gratification , into an offering to them.

Ask their spirits to enter the Temple of your body and have a romantic love-affair with you.

If you commit yourself to these girls , offering everything you do for their glory, beauty, euphoria, happiness, transformation, healing, and exaltation, and pray many hail Mary's (all heavenly maidens dig guys that pray the hail Mary really well) for them, you are gonna see extremely amazing results that will float your boat.

For those of you that don't have boats to float, it will blow your pants down below your knees.

Above all though, stay humble and don't be a hypocrite. Chicks in Heaven can't dig a self-righteous hypocrite or help him much, because those qualities block the flow of grace.

Violet rain is our Saint Philomena.

" In Jesus name, may Violet rain's Hymen, Virginity, purity, and innocence be restored to her, unless she prefers otherwise. Whatever makes her euphoric and gives her pleasure, may my prayers, penances, Rosaries, chaplets, mass-attendance, actions, deeds, sufferings, and joys give her that and the first degree of euphoria, pleasure, beauty, power, and perfection.

Violet Rain, make of me your obedient servant and noble steed, both in this life and the next.

I want all of you girls to be Saints!"

[Matthew Mussolini]

At Mass today , one of the dead porn stars said that during her life, she didn't want a poor, meek, humble, charitable, compassionate man like Jesus, but rather someone rich, powerful, and famous.

"Turns out , the most famous people are the ordinary unknown people who please God alone and don't seek the praise of man. This is because they are famous in God's Kingdom, which outnumbers earth over 10,000 to one.

The most wealthy men are those who are rich with God, and usually poor in the world.

The most powerful, are likewise the weak, for Scripture says, "the power of Christ is perfected in weakness".

"Consequently, I still have the same desire for wealthy, powerful, famous men, but my taste in which men has changed , for their wealth, power, beauty, fortune, and fame , was hidden. Now I can see.

I desired Christ all along, but was searching for him in all the wrong places."

[Matthew Mussolini]

January Seraph was an S&M star which involves acts of rape and torture or snuff, but people described her as the "The sweetest person in the world".


In 2016 Seraph developed the Major Depressive Disorder and she undergone therapy until July 2017.^[5] On July 22, 2017 Seraph died by hanging herself.

Her surname Seraph :

Seraph, plural seraphim, in Jewish, Christian, and Islamic literature, celestial being variously described as having two or three pairs of wings and serving as a throne guardian of God. Often called the burning ones, seraphim in the Old Testament appear in the Temple vision of the prophet Isaiah as six-winged creatures praising God in what is known in the Greek Orthodox church as the Trisagion (“Thrice Holy”): “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of hosts; the whole earth is full of his glory” (Isaiah 6:3). In Christian angelology the seraphim are the highest-ranking celestial beings in the hierarchy of angels.

Another interesting thing about her is she died the same year as my suicide attempt which was 05/23/2017. Her succesful suicide was 07/22/2017, less than two months after. It means that when she killed herself, I was in a hospital in a wheel chair from injuries sustained in a suicide attempt.

"Sweet January, I pray that almighty God and all Angels anoint you to be Seraph of the Victim's Reich, the Holy Roman Empire, that you live up to your last name. Seraph is the highest ranking of all the Angels, and that is my prayer for you, and I'm willing to suffer so that you can have that glory , if that is what God requires.

Regardless of what God or pious people say, you are always Seraph in my heart and mind.

You played the role of Dominatrix quite well. I could really benefit from a Seraph Dominating my mind, heart, and will, so that I am obedient to God and the Caesar and the Capitol Hill Queens, always doing as they want, a creature with next to no freedom. I renounce my freedom. Make me your slave, robot, and puppet. Place your chip in my brain. In Jesus name I pray, Amen!

[Matthew Mussolini]

I'm ignoring about 95% of your post. Personally I'm getting tired of you extrapolating on Mussolini. He was a fucking monster get over it. Go to a fascist forum with your bullshit and even they will tell you it's bullshit.

Now on to the 5% that is relevant to the thread title.

In the "General Population" 1 in 5 women is raped or sexually abused. From what I've seen in documentaries on the porn industry, watching Howard Stern reruns etc I'm going to estimate that in porn it's 3 in 5 before they even enter the industry. So you have PTSD, one of the more common coping mechanisms for it is drug use, and other self destructive behaviors, and some have other types of mental illness like Bipolar Disorder. One of the common symptoms is hyper sexuality. It's a pretty toxic stew already. Add to that the high turnover rate, obsession with youth and beauty, plus a certain amount of body dysphoria (if you ever see Tabitha Stevens on Howard Stern you can see the plastic surgery scars loud and clear), eating disorders, the pressure to put out more product in less time etc. Then add to that a certain amount of for lack of a better term "Toxic Masculinity" since most of the directors and consumers of the product are male. After the beauty fades it becomes going into niches that become more extreme and abusive. Sharon Mitchell once said "You have to have a pretty strong sense of self to get in this game and stay in it. You pretty much can only date within it because only people involve in it will understand, outside of this community you will be a social pariah, and there's a good chance that your family will disown you."

Sounds like a recipe for suicide.

C/S,
Rev J

I like your post, but the part about him being a monster is only partially true. He had his Demons and did some bad things, but the majority of what he did was actually very good, even to a miraculous extent. His good deeds outnumber his bad ones. So I argue his Angels outnumbered his Demons.

Also, monsters are often like that dangerous vicious dog that was abused and unwanted all it's life. If you keep abusing the dog it will just keep getting more mean and vicious , and is good for nothing ( but a dog fight ring where people bet on which dog dies first). Monsters need love more than anyone. I know first hand , that experiencing lots of unconditional love from the right people can cure a violent hateful sociopath.

Also, I would rather not have this thread turn into another debate about him, so if you wish to debate me on what I just said about his good qualities and good deeds outnumbering the bad ones, I would appreciate it if you would post your response here:

https://www.treefortforums.net/forum/brainy-stuff/history/33827-100-years-of-fascism/page2

But do as you wish. I believe in freedom.

[Matthew Mussolini]

August Ames, 23, committed suicide December 6, 2017 by hanging (also the same year I jumped off the building).
Another girl described as sweet. She was cyber bullied constantly because she withdrew from starring in a porno with a man who starred in gay pornography , because she feared the higher possibility of contracting HIV.

She actually had a valid fear. Gay male porn stars often have had thousands of partners, and HIV spreads quite notoriously through anal sex and tends to run rampant in the gay community.

However, August loved the LGBT community and was in fact herself bisexual. The bullying was uncalled for.

The scariest part of the attacks on August is that they were led by quite a few big females in the adult industry. These women fanned the flames of the bullying and trolling against August.


Ames's mother suffered from bipolar disorder.^[1] Ames alleged that she was routinely sexually molested by her paternal grandfather as a child, but her father refused to believe her and at 12 years old she was sent to live in a group home.^[8] In her early years, she worked as a nanny, animal-assisted aide, and horseback trainer.^[7]

Ames was married to Kevin Moore, a pornography producer and director for Evil Angel.^[9][10] Weeks prior to her death, Ames had confirmed that she had a history of bipolar depressive disorder and dissociative identity disorder (multiple personality) due to a traumatic childhood, stating: "Some days I'll be fine and if I'm not doing anything I'll get these awful flashbacks of my childhood and I get very depressed and I can't get out of bed and cancel my scenes for like a week or two."[8]

Rest in peace, power, glory, and perfection August. I don't think it was coincidence you hung yourself the same year as January, and both of you did so the year I nearly died of a suicide attempt.

Let's turn your and my darkness into something positive.

You were a quarter African American. Please purge my heart of any racist thoughts I have towards African Americans or resentment I have due to living in predominantly black environments where I'm a minority with bad experiences.

Purge my heart of hypocrisy, self-righteousness, harsh judgements, Pride, lust, anger, covetousness, envy, laziness, and gluttony.

Don't let me sink into despair. It raises my morale just to see your breathtaking beauty, fair lady, so please be so kind as to make the small sacrifice of blessing me with the gift of your presence, when the battle gets too difficult.

Show me how to be a blessing to you, to Heaven, to the fourth Reich, to purgatory, and even be a blessing to all of Hell. Monsters, Devils, and damned souls need more love than anyone.

Remind me of that when people yell at me, persecute me, reject me, or commit acts of aggression against me.

Also, show me how to heal the dead porn stars, for people mock them, don't understand them, despise them, want them to burn in hell, judge them, condemn them, curse, and damn them.

If God rejects them, I do not. I'd rather be in hell with you than in Heaven worshipping a God who would damn you to hell.

Let me never forget you or waste time that could be spent diligently serving you. In Jesus name I pray, Amen!

[neonspectraltoast]

I commend you for having a mind for those who no one has a heart for. Hopefully it's not self-serving in the least. The last thing these girls need is their hero getting off to them. And the fact that no one genuinely cares for them should answer your question of why they die young.

[Matthew Mussolini]

I commend you for having a mind for those who no one has a heart for. Hopefully it's not self-serving in the least. The last thing these girls need is their hero getting off to them. And the fact that no one genuinely cares for them should answer your question of why they die young.

They don't need me getting off to them because it weakens my ability to help them.

The rest of your post was good too.

I'm glad and relieved that you showed genuine compassion for them and not some remark damning them to hell.

God bless!

[Matthew Mussolini]

The last thing these girls need is their hero getting off to them.

They prefer I practice chastity over sins of the flesh, but they ( more than God or the average human being ) sympathize with carnal needs humans have as being very sexual creatures on average, and recognize sometimes yanking one out can be more healthy than repression.

They would prefer I yanked one out while making acts of love to them and talking to them, turning it into a prayer, rather than have it be entirely a self-gratifying act.

But more than that, they would prefer I was chaste and didn't jack off.

However, I went a year and a half without masturbation out of fear of hell, and sexual repression is actually more unhealthy than shinning the knob , because when you never release the sexual tension, the tension grows and you become even more perverted, not to mention angry and blasphemous.

[neonspectraltoast]

So, yes, you are simply masturbating to dead porn stars.

[Matthew Mussolini]

So, yes, you are simply masturbating to dead porn stars.

No, a prayer is still a prayer, even when done while jerking off.

I wish girls would masturbate to me after I die.

Believe me, I don't want to ever lust or be a pig with sins of the flesh, but even masturbation can become a necessary evil, redeemed, and sanctified.

[Matthew Mussolini]

So, yes, you are simply masturbating to dead porn stars.

Usually I'm just praying for them, attending mass, receiving holy communion for them, and offering them the treasures of holy Eucharist.

Seldom is there any mattsturbation involved.