I swear, many days I lay down exhausted because I've been getting an average of two hours of sleep a night, so I silence the mind, think about nothing really, enter into a deep state of relaxation, and an hour later I'm refreshed and feel reborn, wide awake, and ready to smoke some crystal meth, study, write, go on bike rides to Capitol Hill and the Cathedral and sacred places, feed and care for Rachel's Vineyard East of Eden, the Empire of Souls that I must water and nourish with prayer, love, sacrifice, and suffering, in the land of Nod.


Wish I could do it without meth but I'm wondering, why is it that I lay down exhausted like I need twelve hours of sleep, keep my eyes closed, and an hour later I'm refreshed and wide awake like I just got sleep and have no feeling of needing to stay in bed.
Don't you have to lose consciousness though. Apparently not.
Wish I could do it without meth but I'm wondering, why is it that I lay down exhausted like I need twelve hours of sleep, keep my eyes closed, and an hour later I'm refreshed and wide awake like I just got sleep and have no feeling of needing to stay in bed.
Don't you have to lose consciousness though. Apparently not.
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