Altogether,
Most meth addicts are not wise because they aren't making any effort in growing in wisdom, as it isn't wise to use the drug in the first place, so wise people don't touch it.
However,
there is that 1 in a hundred (or so) meth addicts that are trying to grow in wisdom, and the addiction actually does help in some ways.
The addiction has actually made me more humble. Tweakers are rarely humble, but before I was a Tweaker I thought I was above all kinds of people and very judgemental. I also thought drug addicts, homeless people, and sick people who choose to do what they do, ought to just be executed and put out of their misery.
After becoming one of them, knowing what it is like to be enslaved to and powerless over an addiction, I realize addicts often are not at fault for what they are doing , and I'm the last person who should be passing judgement on anyone.
Were it not for the addiction I might have a degree, job, vehicle, wife (I'm assuming), and children, but I'd also be unable to understand addicts and be very judgemental and condemning.
Also, as a meth addict , I received a lot of donations panhandling from minorities and Muslims, that also purged my heart of bad feelings towards certain ethnicities and Religious affiliation, based on some bad experiences. I realize that charity comes from all ethnicities and Religions, so it is not fair for me to have negative thoughts about any group of people based on who their ancestors were.
Were it not for the addiction I'd not have been panhandling.
In the end, it's hard to know, was the addiction a good thing or bad? It has been both.
Would I rather I was some proud educated guy with a house , vehicle, and wife, and children, a man who judges and condemns people who are homeless, prostitutes, irresponsible, black, or addicted, or be a humble tweaker who understands such people? Personally , being a humble tweaker over the former sounds to me like it's a bit less disgusting. (I'm not saying I'm humble, but compared to what kind of a person I would be if I wasn't an addict, yes I am indeed.)
But being an addict is a bad thing that is my least favorite thing about myself. It's like the people that have a hole in their throat from lung cancer and they put the cigarette in the hole and keep smoking knowing it's killing them. I've quit a hundred times. It's a terrible addiction, don't get me wrong. It's just nice some of the graces I've received, virtues I've grown in, and lessons learned as a result of the vice.
Sorry Pete's Draggun
No nude women for a thread like this. I'm trying to avoid lust , but a women in a leopard skin bikinis shall do:
Dat ass!
Leopard skin in honor of the beast of the Apocalypse and that 666 Joker's card you sent, because the beast of the Apocalypse has the Skin of a Leopard:
I feel sorry for all those different heads all stuck to one body like Siamese Twins. I would be feeling so pissed that I got to be next to all those heads all the time and not be able to make decisions for myself.
No wonder he wants to kill everyone and hates God! LOL!
Most meth addicts are not wise because they aren't making any effort in growing in wisdom, as it isn't wise to use the drug in the first place, so wise people don't touch it.
However,
there is that 1 in a hundred (or so) meth addicts that are trying to grow in wisdom, and the addiction actually does help in some ways.
The addiction has actually made me more humble. Tweakers are rarely humble, but before I was a Tweaker I thought I was above all kinds of people and very judgemental. I also thought drug addicts, homeless people, and sick people who choose to do what they do, ought to just be executed and put out of their misery.
After becoming one of them, knowing what it is like to be enslaved to and powerless over an addiction, I realize addicts often are not at fault for what they are doing , and I'm the last person who should be passing judgement on anyone.
Were it not for the addiction I might have a degree, job, vehicle, wife (I'm assuming), and children, but I'd also be unable to understand addicts and be very judgemental and condemning.
Also, as a meth addict , I received a lot of donations panhandling from minorities and Muslims, that also purged my heart of bad feelings towards certain ethnicities and Religious affiliation, based on some bad experiences. I realize that charity comes from all ethnicities and Religions, so it is not fair for me to have negative thoughts about any group of people based on who their ancestors were.
Were it not for the addiction I'd not have been panhandling.
In the end, it's hard to know, was the addiction a good thing or bad? It has been both.
Would I rather I was some proud educated guy with a house , vehicle, and wife, and children, a man who judges and condemns people who are homeless, prostitutes, irresponsible, black, or addicted, or be a humble tweaker who understands such people? Personally , being a humble tweaker over the former sounds to me like it's a bit less disgusting. (I'm not saying I'm humble, but compared to what kind of a person I would be if I wasn't an addict, yes I am indeed.)
But being an addict is a bad thing that is my least favorite thing about myself. It's like the people that have a hole in their throat from lung cancer and they put the cigarette in the hole and keep smoking knowing it's killing them. I've quit a hundred times. It's a terrible addiction, don't get me wrong. It's just nice some of the graces I've received, virtues I've grown in, and lessons learned as a result of the vice.
Sorry Pete's Draggun
No nude women for a thread like this. I'm trying to avoid lust , but a women in a leopard skin bikinis shall do:
Dat ass!
Leopard skin in honor of the beast of the Apocalypse and that 666 Joker's card you sent, because the beast of the Apocalypse has the Skin of a Leopard:
I feel sorry for all those different heads all stuck to one body like Siamese Twins. I would be feeling so pissed that I got to be next to all those heads all the time and not be able to make decisions for myself.
No wonder he wants to kill everyone and hates God! LOL!
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