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    If you were a judge or prosecutor, would watching that video potentially influence the sentence for better or for worse?

    I feel like shit because the prosecuting attorney said I left the victim petrified.

    I'm currently on house arrest with an ankle bracelet that causes pain and has to spend two hours a day charging.

    The George Floyd riot Freedom Fund here in the Twin Cities began bailing out many rioters and out of charity bailed me out.

    My crime would not have gotten serious time, but I have so many felonies and misdemeanors, some of them violent , which included stabbing a man twice in the chest with a butcher knife that was mentioned in the court papers, that caused them to say I am a "menace to society, a threat, and a career criminal".

    So, I have three different cases and three different judges sentencing me on six different charges , so as they say in ebonics "we be fucked"!

    Also, not only am I facing potentially years behind bars, I feel powerless over my addiction to drugs, so maybe being locked up is the only way to keep me sober. And I will be doing regular piss tests.

    I don't know how long you will be seeing me here, but I never got letters from family in jail, but did get mail from members from Tree Fort.

    It spoke volumes about the charity of a forum I practically vandalized with my drug-induced psychotic obsessions and disturbing or perhaps annoying rants.

    So I truly believe Jesus or God is more present here than at Christian forums.

    Peace and good will to you!

    I might not be free for long. But sometimes to truly be free, you have to be locked up, and desire jail, so that you can truly be free!

    (Mussolini told me that on his birthday 07/29/21)

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    Welcome back! I really hope that you’re able to turn things around. Honestly the path you were on could have ended worse than jail. Sometimes you need to hit what seems like rock bottom. But you’ve survived and I do wish the best for your recovery.

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    • #3
      What's up Duce... I didn't watch more than a minute of the video but my recommendation is I wouldn't make any more videos that are potentially incriminating or provide ammo for the prosecution, particularly if you have more court appearances, save all thoughts until the court appearance. I probably wouldn't even send them if the case has been decided and you're just waiting on sentencing because I doubt it will help and depending how petty the court is, it may just increase your time.

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      • #4
        Originally posted by lode
        Welcome back! I really hope that you’re able to turn things around. Honestly the path you were on could have ended worse than jail. Sometimes you need to hit what seems like rock bottom. But you’ve survived and I do wish the best for your recovery.
        Thank you!

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        • #5
          Here's what I noticed. You spend a lot of time talking about the victim during your video. This could indicate to the prosecution that you are still fixated on her and are therefore a continuing threat to her safety.

          I can't give you any legal advice, only what I think I would look into. If you go to prison there is probably a 0% chance of you getting the help you need. Speak to the public defender about getting into whatever kind of hospital is available that might give you long term treatment. And beg the judge to allow you to get treatment for your mental and addiction problems.

          As for the girl, man you got to let it go. Stop worrying about her, she's an adult and doesn't need you in her life. You are causing her great harm with your obsession. If you truly care for her you will leave her alone for all time. It's over dude.

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          • #6
            Originally posted by Audiogen
            What's up Duce... I didn't watch more than a minute of the video but my recommendation is I wouldn't make any more videos that are potentially incriminating or provide ammo for the prosecution, particularly if you have more court appearances, save all thoughts until the court appearance. I probably wouldn't even send them if the case has been decided and you're just waiting on sentencing because I doubt it will help and depending how petty the court is, it may just increase your time.
            Okay,
            I was afraid of that.

            But I also want the judge and prosecuting attorney to see genuine contrition from the heart.

            More importantly, I want the victim to feel safe. If she thinks I resent her or desire that she suffer, it's going to cause her to feel "petrified" was the word the prosecuting attorney used.

            I feel I need to do what I can to make sure she isn't suffering, because of me, and if the judge carries the message to her, it has the potential to console her.

            I also want the judge to know I'm contrite before he sentences me.

            I'm not supposed to say anything in court, just my attorney does.

            The problem with that is, the judge doesn't even know me or if I'm altruistic or a sociopath when he makes his decision.

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            • #7
              Welcome back Duce

              Just watched about half that video, and you've made a good strong apology in the first 100 seconds of it. The rest of the time you kind of just ramble on about your fixations toward her.

              I agree with tumbling.dice , it's best to talk with your defender and let things go.

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              • #8
                Yay!

                Somehow I knew you'd be out today -- was thinking about you earlier.

                My advice is, as always, put all your faith in God. I know, as we've spoken, God can seem unfair, but it's because the Lord is the Truth and we see not that we fall into disharmony so often.

                In the meantime, don't make any videos but fun, creative videos. Make videos of songs you've written, things like that. On the off chance anyone is watching, let them see your bright side...even history lessons that are educational, you know?

                And try, try to relax, have fun, and enjoy freedom while you can. God knows I want for your freedom, and I can be a lucky charm.

                PM me any time you want, Matt. I am your friend.

                Happy to see you.

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                • #9
                  Originally posted by tumbling.dice
                  Here's what I noticed. You spend a lot of time talking about the victim during your video. This could indicate to the prosecution that you are still fixated on her and are therefore a continuing threat to her safety.

                  I can't give you any legal advice, only what I think I would look into. If you go to prison there is probably a 0% chance of you getting the help you need. Speak to the public defender about getting into whatever kind of hospital is available that might give you long term treatment. And beg the judge to allow you to get treatment for your mental and addiction problems.

                  As for the girl, man you got to let it go. Stop worrying about her, she's an adult and doesn't need you in her life. You are causing her great harm with your obsession. If you truly care for her you will leave her alone for all time. It's over dude.
                  True!

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                  • #10
                    Originally posted by the Riddler
                    Yay!

                    Somehow I knew you'd be out today -- was thinking about you earlier.

                    My advice is, as always, put all your faith in God. I know, as we've spoken, God can seem unfair, but it's because the Lord is the Truth and we see not that we fall into disharmony so often.

                    In the meantime, don't make any videos but fun, creative videos. Make videos of songs you've written, things like that. On the off chance anyone is watching, let them see your bright side...even history lessons that are educational, you know?

                    And try, try to relax, have fun, and enjoy freedom while you can. God knows I want for your freedom, and I can be a lucky charm.

                    PM me any time you want, Matt. I am your friend.

                    Happy to see you.
                    Yeah! You have been very helpful. Please pray for me, especially the grace to stay sober and stay out of jail or get to treatment and not hurt people any more.

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                    • #11
                      Originally posted by ill Duce

                      Yeah! You have been very helpful. Please pray for me, especially the grace to stay sober and stay out of jail or get to treatment and not hurt people any more.
                      God knows all, Matt, and you are already in my thoughts and therefore my heart and prayers.

                      Everything's gonna be all right, come what may. You're an immensely brilliant individual, and God doesn't create just to waste. I can't even tell you how much you've helped me, so just stay calm and carry on, and always trust a sure thing. You're free NOW: take it easy.

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                      • #12
                        Matthew Mussolini What was jail like?

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                        • #13
                          Originally posted by the Riddler

                          God knows all, Matt, and you are already in my thoughts and therefore my heart and prayers.

                          Everything's gonna be all right, come what may. You're an immensely brilliant individual, and God doesn't create just to waste. I can't even tell you how much you've helped me, so just stay calm and carry on, and always trust a sure thing. You're free NOW: take it easy.
                          I appreciate the words and they came from your heart, but being brilliant is a curse that destroys many people.

                          My next YouTube I'm going to read Benito's last will before his execution. Its contained in a book im almost finished reading.

                          He said he forgave his enemies and loves them, he said his execution is his baptism, and his death was his birth, to lose and have no trial was his destiny, and he must pay for the blood on his hands and atone for his sins, which was why he declined the plane that was going to take him to Fascist Spain.

                          He was found innocent of war crimes and his ghost told a socialist Bolshevik to steal the corpse from the grave on Easter, symbolic of Christ rising and dissappearing from the tomb.

                          For twelve years there were Mussolini sightings and books about his ghost. Eventually they found the guy responsible , and being a socialist leftist, he took good care of the corpse and stuck with his story that it was a ghost that ordered the grave robbery and made it a success.

                          Many masses were offered for the purification of the spirit that seemed to be wandering and visiting people.

                          One artist said Benito kept speaking through the window of the Castle of his painting, then he watched the Duce get eaten by a dog.

                          This was right after I was reading about Shinto Shrines having a stone dog named Un, and I declared Mussolini was patron Saint of the UN and world peace!

                          Haha! The Mussolini trial book after his death said the dead Duce was a fetus.

                          After reading that, a YouTube with fetus pictures popped up. I then grabbed a notebook and opened to where I wrote years ago "the Antichrist is a baby".

                          Benito's ghost allegedly revealed that he was with Peter, he created Peter's Vatican City State, and Peter's corpse was displayed upside down like Benito. Pope Pius XI, also called "Peter" called Benito "the man of providence.

                          The girls who introduced me to Mussolini I called "Capitol Hill Queens" not knowing there is a "Capitol Hill" in Minnesota.

                          The Capitol building is modeled after "Saint Peter's Basilica in Rome". I heard an inner voice called it "Saint Peter's Basilica of Fascism".

                          The next day I went to Mass and the priest said "Yesterday was the feast of Saint Peter". Weird coincidence.

                          Benito means "blessed" and his middle name was Andrew. His favorite military victory was when Andrew Jackson fought the best trained, best armed military in the world which outnumbered his amateurs, and 8 Americans died with over 2,000 British casualties.

                          People that witnessed it said God intervened. Andrew Jackson was a POW with a scar from getting stabbed in the face by a Brittish officer, lost his family in the Revolutionary war, got shot in the chest, survived assassination attempts, and was very unqualified to be President.

                          The last letter I mailed to Lia had a picture of Andrew Jackson. Andrew's wife was Rachael, like Jacob and Mussolini's.

                          One definition for Jackson is "son of Jacob" (Mussolini).

                          Lol! I thought you might find that interesting because you announced to the forum you were Mussolini.

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                          • #14
                            Originally posted by Audiogen
                            Matthew Mussolini What was jail like?
                            It was being always hungry, in a cell 22 hours a day, very loud, sometimes violent, but sometimes felt it was where I needed to be.

                            The best sermon and longest talk I ever gave about Mussolini was in my cell with a black roommate and he responded "I'm a Fascist now".
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                          • #15
                            Wow. I feel there is a connection between Benito and myself. I realized that I have these sort of obscure, haunting (my most haunting, and I have haunting dreams) dreams of 30s Italy. I seem to have like, an intense personal memory of those huge Ms.

                            I am a believer in past lives. I did become convinced at one point I was Benito reincarnated, remembering how my thing to do in childhood was hang upside-down and tell people to pull me up, but that's neither here nor there.

                            I've been going through a lot, too, Matt, so you're not alone. I have a trial in December.

                            I also did a little research, and did you know the apocryphal story of Andrew was actually the story of Andrew and Matthias? I just find that kind of neat cause I'm Andrew and you're Matt and we're the chat schizos who claim God, or the divine, as it were, communicate with us.

                            Anxious to read what you write.

                            Not a fascist -- the world's too maligned -- still believe in Democracy.

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