I will be very careful with what I post because my delusions, especially regarding Mussolini caused someone to be hurt as well as myself the guilt, shame, regret, remorse, and agony of being a delusional sicko and freak of nature.
But lots of signs and wonders have seemed to follow me in the form of coincidence. The most recent was a dream about Mr. Rogers today, and today a staff member quoted Mr. Rogers, not knowing about my dream.
Not exactly a miracle lol but interesting stuff like that happens regularly in my life.
I'm in a crisis residents for 10 days, daily visits with mental health professionals, and I think I'll then check into a mental illness chemical dependency facility for roughly 90 days if the judge doesn't send me to the work house.
In my apartment, I feel powerless over meth because everyone I know around there does it.
I have done a lot of cringe-worthy things at this forum for which I owe everyone an apology, but I know sorry doesn't cut it.
I want to get well but have also been a total junkie , worshipping drugs and booze since childhood. Willpower doesn't do the trick sometimes.
It's deep seated because I was in my first hospital for mental illness at age 10. It isn't clear how to recover from that.
But following the golden rule and being compassionate and not causing people discomfort, fear, suffering, shame, or guilt is something I'm committed to, and usually it is fairly obvious when my actions are doing that.
If you have any belief in the power of prayer, in your charity pray that I discover sanity, sobriety, and live a humble altruistic lifestyle. God and Kami bless you!
But lots of signs and wonders have seemed to follow me in the form of coincidence. The most recent was a dream about Mr. Rogers today, and today a staff member quoted Mr. Rogers, not knowing about my dream.
Not exactly a miracle lol but interesting stuff like that happens regularly in my life.
I'm in a crisis residents for 10 days, daily visits with mental health professionals, and I think I'll then check into a mental illness chemical dependency facility for roughly 90 days if the judge doesn't send me to the work house.
In my apartment, I feel powerless over meth because everyone I know around there does it.
I have done a lot of cringe-worthy things at this forum for which I owe everyone an apology, but I know sorry doesn't cut it.
I want to get well but have also been a total junkie , worshipping drugs and booze since childhood. Willpower doesn't do the trick sometimes.
It's deep seated because I was in my first hospital for mental illness at age 10. It isn't clear how to recover from that.
But following the golden rule and being compassionate and not causing people discomfort, fear, suffering, shame, or guilt is something I'm committed to, and usually it is fairly obvious when my actions are doing that.
If you have any belief in the power of prayer, in your charity pray that I discover sanity, sobriety, and live a humble altruistic lifestyle. God and Kami bless you!
....No Mental Health Issues Here......
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