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    Sorry to the forum for being a mental case. I checked into a facility.

    I will be very careful with what I post because my delusions, especially regarding Mussolini caused someone to be hurt as well as myself the guilt, shame, regret, remorse, and agony of being a delusional sicko and freak of nature.

    But lots of signs and wonders have seemed to follow me in the form of coincidence. The most recent was a dream about Mr. Rogers today, and today a staff member quoted Mr. Rogers, not knowing about my dream.

    Not exactly a miracle lol but interesting stuff like that happens regularly in my life.

    I'm in a crisis residents for 10 days, daily visits with mental health professionals, and I think I'll then check into a mental illness chemical dependency facility for roughly 90 days if the judge doesn't send me to the work house.

    In my apartment, I feel powerless over meth because everyone I know around there does it.

    I have done a lot of cringe-worthy things at this forum for which I owe everyone an apology, but I know sorry doesn't cut it.

    I want to get well but have also been a total junkie , worshipping drugs and booze since childhood. Willpower doesn't do the trick sometimes.

    It's deep seated because I was in my first hospital for mental illness at age 10. It isn't clear how to recover from that.

    But following the golden rule and being compassionate and not causing people discomfort, fear, suffering, shame, or guilt is something I'm committed to, and usually it is fairly obvious when my actions are doing that.

    If you have any belief in the power of prayer, in your charity pray that I discover sanity, sobriety, and live a humble altruistic lifestyle. God and Kami bless you!

    #2
    ya got hella competition bruh.. just saying.

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      #3
      Originally posted by Osquirrell View Post
      ya got hella competition bruh.. just saying.
      When my peer support specialist visited me a few hours ago she said "greedy squirrel" and pointed to a squirrel with almost a full slice of bread in mouth.

      She said "I love squirrels".

      Anyway, I thought you might find that cute.

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        #4
        Indeed, I'm not the only mental case at this forum it seems. Haha!

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          #5
          You're the closest one not to being a mental case.

          Normal fuckin people, man...

          I hate em.

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            #6
            ill Duce
            Mamma Mia!
            ill Duce Man I wish you the best of luck on this new journey. I hope you find peace, contentment and purpose. It may take time and much effort but it's worth it!

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              #7
              Same... may your journey be fruitful and positive!

              -amerijuan

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                #8
                It's interesting to see you identify some of your thoughts as delusions, Duce. I think it's nice that you're reflecting on yourself and your behavior instead of diving deeper into the world of substance abuse. It's so much safer and easier to indulge in your own comfortable beliefs and habits. And I bet this is unimaginably difficult. Luck to you.

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                  #9
                  Oh, and also--you aren't the forum mental case--Orison is right--you've got a lot of competition for that title

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                    #10
                    Good luck.

                    I think we should all check ourselves into the mental facility for being such mental cases. It would be great if we all planned to check ourselves into the same exact mental facility on the same day. They'd have to rename the facility: Treefort. ?

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                      #11
                      Matt I am wishing you THE BEST. You're making the wisest choices available to you and I'm proud of you.

                      One thing I read once that changed how I looked at willpower was that if you pit imagination against will, imagination wins.

                      So if you're scared to cross a bridge because you're imagining falling, the more you try to do it with willpower the more hysterical about it your mind gets. You have to imagine walking across without falling.

                      You can't will yourself to just stop using the drugs, but while you're in this facility, start imagining a version of yourself that is clean. You have a much better chance of becoming that person if you create him in your imagination.

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                        #12
                        Originally posted by Tropical Breeze View Post
                        Good luck.

                        I think we should all check ourselves into the mental facility for being such mental cases. It would be great if we all planned to check ourselves into the same exact mental facility on the same day. They'd have to rename the facility: Treefort. ?


                        Speak For Yourself "Sunshine".......No Mental Health Issues Here......



                        Cheers Glen.

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                          #13
                          Originally posted by GLEN...... View Post



                          Speak For Yourself "Sunshine".......No Mental Health Issues Here......



                          Cheers Glen.
                          Oh no, there are no mental health issues with you. You just haven't grown up. Which is normal in society.

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                            #14
                            Originally posted by Tropical Breeze View Post

                            Oh no, there are no mental health issues with you. You just haven't grown up. Which is normal in society.
                            Why do they hold it against me all the time then?!

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                              #15
                              Sounds indeed like OP is on the right track

                              Maybe we can talk about fascism in a sensible way in the future

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