I discharge from treatment on December 4th.
Coincidentally that happens to be Dictator Francisco Franco's birthday, most successful Fascist there ever was.
But I return to my cave to continue praying for enlightenment and sanity and wisdom.
I will also be attending outpatient, AA meetings, meetings with mental health professionals, and regular UA's.
This life is very short and I'm amazed how quick 90 days of treatment passed, and the miserable Minnesota winter is here.
I'm ready to store up treasures for the next life, for this one is brief, fragile, and fleeting.
I believe the next one is one of eternal youth and eternal euphoria, provided we are good to others in this one.
I also think people can repent and rehabilitate, and be purified after their death.
But well aware I could be delusional.
Either way, drug addiction is not a hell I want to return to, and the temporary pleasure the drugs offer isn't worth the hell it eventually brings.
Countless lives are destroyed by drug addiction, and it truly enslaves people, and is deeply disturbing what people often do, myself included, while under the influence.
If I can't stay sober, I belong behind bars. That much I have accepted.
I love you all and wish you all the best and remember you all in my prayers.
I'm especially praying for Pete's Draggun that he be rewarded for his charity and generosity.
Christ said what you give or do for the least of his people you do for him, and shall have your eternal reward.
I also thank all those of you who reached out to me when I was away, but all of you have my blessing, and I pray all wise benevolent spirits bless tree fort forums and inspire the posts, help us all learn, grow, heal, and evolve, Amen!
Coincidentally that happens to be Dictator Francisco Franco's birthday, most successful Fascist there ever was.
But I return to my cave to continue praying for enlightenment and sanity and wisdom.
I will also be attending outpatient, AA meetings, meetings with mental health professionals, and regular UA's.
This life is very short and I'm amazed how quick 90 days of treatment passed, and the miserable Minnesota winter is here.
I'm ready to store up treasures for the next life, for this one is brief, fragile, and fleeting.
I believe the next one is one of eternal youth and eternal euphoria, provided we are good to others in this one.
I also think people can repent and rehabilitate, and be purified after their death.
But well aware I could be delusional.
Either way, drug addiction is not a hell I want to return to, and the temporary pleasure the drugs offer isn't worth the hell it eventually brings.
Countless lives are destroyed by drug addiction, and it truly enslaves people, and is deeply disturbing what people often do, myself included, while under the influence.
If I can't stay sober, I belong behind bars. That much I have accepted.
I love you all and wish you all the best and remember you all in my prayers.
I'm especially praying for Pete's Draggun that he be rewarded for his charity and generosity.
Christ said what you give or do for the least of his people you do for him, and shall have your eternal reward.
I also thank all those of you who reached out to me when I was away, but all of you have my blessing, and I pray all wise benevolent spirits bless tree fort forums and inspire the posts, help us all learn, grow, heal, and evolve, Amen!
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