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I have many, I'm sure... but the "givadam" is broken too.
mother moon -she's calling me back to her silver womb,
father of creation -takes me from my stolen tomb
seventh-advent unicorn is waiting in the skies,
a symptom of the universe, a love that never dies! 🧙♂️
I've really learned a thing or two about my orgasms and I've learned that what I initially thought was just the orgasm is just the tip of the iceberg and whereas I used to stop because of the intensity of the orgasm and let if fade away, I now kinda force the intensity and have discovered a totally new orgasm I guess.
And I'm addicted to it.
I don't really care but sometimes I know I'm wasting time.
Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. From a certain POV our whole existence can be seen as wasting time (wether one is a chronic masturbator, stoner, junk or workaholic)
I'm prone to Post Orgasm Depression though so usually when I've rubbed one out I start hating myself and wished I would have done something more productive than fucking around with people in chat rooms getting off. ????
Ha, but do you masturbate without fucking around people in chat rooms as well?
I can relate to some similar feeling after watching porn (at times, and probably in a far milder degree, wouldn't call it depression), but it is easily put in perspective again. Besides, I rarely waste a whole lot of time on that, so the wasted time is not what makes me feel slightly bad.
I do have the addictive gene though. If I'm enjoying something or enjoy something I try then I keep wanting to do it.
I have this also to some extent, just generally with more innocent stuff. Well, even more innocent stuff I should say. Don't mean to make it sound masturbating in chat rooms is like a heroin addiction lol
It remains more innocent of an over indulgence than a heroin addiction
Besides, the main negative consequence at first seems to be you temporarily rough some body part up :P At second thought it could affect a happy love life, but that does not seem to be an issue for you personally
I've really learned a thing or two about my orgasms and I've learned that what I initially thought was just the orgasm is just the tip of the iceberg and whereas I used to stop because of the intensity of the orgasm and let if fade away, I now kinda force the intensity and have discovered a totally new orgasm I guess.
And I'm addicted to it.
I don't really care but sometimes I know I'm wasting time.
Do you ever fantasize about blowing up buildings when you finger bang yourself?
My orgasms aren't that great. I mean, they'll do, but I like most things more than I like masturbating. It's more fun to psychically influence things. And it's more fun to talk to you guys. That's what I'm addicted to, cigarettes.
I share a few thought patterns with various mental illnesses, but my awareness of it plus the fact they never become extreme means no one notices, and I would not be diagnosed with any of the illnesses.
I'm incapable of letting myself be vulnerable to other people. Even people I should trust, like close family and old friends. Just can't do it, wouldn't be prudent.
also I frequently quote a 30 year old snl skit, thats gotta be a malfunction right?
I share a few thought patterns with various mental illnesses, but my awareness of it plus the fact they never become extreme means no one notices, and I would not be diagnosed with any of the illnesses.
I wonder if this is true of everyone. Mental illness lite
I wonder if this is true of everyone. Mental illness lite
I believe everyone is their own brand of crazy. Not necessarily a bad thing
mother moon -she's calling me back to her silver womb,
father of creation -takes me from my stolen tomb
seventh-advent unicorn is waiting in the skies,
a symptom of the universe, a love that never dies! 🧙♂️
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