How long have you been sober?

[Matthew Mussolini]

I made it five days. That's why you haven't seen me post much .

[Undies]

i drank quite a bit saturday night. i think i was probably sober by sometime late sunday.

[Matthew Mussolini]

i drank quite a bit saturday night. i think i was probably sober by sometime late sunday.

Alcohol is bad for you in large amounts. Wouldn't want anything to happen to you

I'm thinking about a relapse on something not quite as dangerous

[Matthew Mussolini]

I just got off the phone with my dealer....it's official ladies... I'm gonna relapse on some Math.

Hopefully that doesn't mean more threads about Fascism and Mussolini but the three go together like Forest Trump, Jenny, and Bubba.

Did you notice I'm not a Fascist when I'm sober? When I'm sober I'm an evil sadistic demon from hell who is nice only to creatures with 8 legs and fangs. 6Troer9Rc.png Otherwise I'm nice to everyone including Jews, Gypsies, retards, and homosexuals.

[Matthew Mussolini]

Any Math dealers here?

what do you get when you add an equation of Adderal + 1 × 12? Mathemphetamine....har har har!

Fuckin Hilarious!

[Audiogen]

Took a Thc Edible last night

[tumbling.dice]

I struggle so much with alcohol.

[Din Djarin]

So not worth it bro. Can't you at least switch to pot!

[Matthew Mussolini]

I struggle so much with alcohol.

I feel you.

You're not as bad as I was. I reached a point where I was stealing hand sanitizer from libraries and homeless shelters 70% ethyl alcohol, mixing it with ambien, orange juice, and benzos, found unconscious multiple times and waking up in ER's with white blood cells in my urine and two STDS.

People called me Santino and I had this black girl get me so drunk and stoned, she had to help me walk to my room, lay me on my bed, leave, and return in a night gown with no panties and a condom.

All I felt was something warm, slippery, and no evidence of the condom being on.

I asked her politely to remove her bra.

Her nipples were not pink like those I dream of sucking on some day. Girls with pink nipples always turn me down , so I if I start killing people, they will have pink nipples.

But if I don't drink, I don't fornicate or commit violence. There is a reason alcohol is called "spirits" and it's victims "under the influence ".

Drunkenness opens doors to Demonic activity so that a person behaves in ways they never would. They are under the influence of spirits.

But being a methamphetamine addict, I'm under the influence of these crystals discovered in Japan in 1919. My behavior is better than alcohol influence, but I'm beginning to think I'm completely dependant on them, can't function without them.

They have become me, I have become Crystal meth. She has become my goddess, and I bless her and smoke her religiously, sacramentally like holy Communion.

I even named her Leah. I rely on her for all things. Without Leah, I'm bedridden, sleeping 21 hours of the day.

It could be worse buddy. Be grateful you aren't enslaved like I am to my Crystal divinity.

I wish you sobriety and happiness though. Alcohol Spirits can bring out all kinds of bizzare manifestations of people you never are.

I had a girl explain to me once, " matt, you were fucking me last night". I had no recollection.

I destroyed everything of value in my room once and woke up in the ER. Was found unconscious under someone else's bed, completely unresponsive.

I had no recollection of anything. Completely under the influence of another entity controlling me. Alcohol always makes me fight and break out (I'm allergic) in handcuffs, throw rocks through windows, and all my criminal record is linked to booze (spirits) and DXM.

Not one arrest has been linked to my lovely crystal goddess and she keeps me totally celibate.

[Amerijuanican]

Took a Thc Edible last night

Edibles are awesome!

They should have been legal thirty years ago.

I really think things would have turned out better in the world, than what we presently see.

[JoeKing]

32 years

[Din Djarin]

If my parents can quit tobacco (and they did) anyone can quit alcohol! But for realz, it was a miracle.

[Amerijuanican]

Any Math dealers here?

what do you get when you add an equation of Adderal + 1 × 12? Mathemphetamine....har har har!

Fuckin Hilarious!

This is what I want to be when I grow up.

A Math dealer.

Finally, things will Add up.

A real Plus.

It should lead to Multi-phetamine abuse.

But it might Divide everyone.

Then, it will just be social Subtraction.

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[Amerijuanican]

Sober since 2009

[Amerijuanican]

I struggle so much with alcohol.

I used to struggle with it. It is hard.

Maybe you could cook up some edibles. The high takes a bit to start, but easily lasts twice as long.

More of a body/mind high, and you can adjust the high by how much you eat.

I used to drink Busch NA beer when around drinkers. Tried them all, it was the best.

The first sip, you can feel a bit of the booze calm. After that, you just drink along w/ others.

You'd have to drink a case to get the buzz of one beer. Literally. So yeah you'd be fine.

Good luck bro..