I'm sorry for not acting like a gentleman and being very immature. I'm slowly growing but it's at least a step backwards for every two steps forward. One must be constantly examining their conscience to erradicate from the mind , heart, and soul, dishonorable , shameful behavior.
What was the last thing you recall apologising for?
Today it was not have a lighter when a guy needed it. It was weird. Some dude on a bike stops and asks for a light. I told him I don't have one. He asked "why not"?
What a weird reply right? I responded, "I don't smoke cigarettes".
I smoke my meth at home as a religious ritual with a blessed candle, but I'm weaning myself off that as well. No more Shinto Holy Communion lol.
But yeah...sometimes on this forum I have to apologise and then fall into the same error. It's like cleaning the floor.
I'm learning to value being miserable. Like today is an unhappy bitter miserable day, but it teaches me what other people are going through and how I have contributed to the suffering in the world. Better that I am miserable and sensitive and considerate , than drunk and offensive and inconsiderate.
What was the last thing you recall apologising for?
Today it was not have a lighter when a guy needed it. It was weird. Some dude on a bike stops and asks for a light. I told him I don't have one. He asked "why not"?
What a weird reply right? I responded, "I don't smoke cigarettes".
I smoke my meth at home as a religious ritual with a blessed candle, but I'm weaning myself off that as well. No more Shinto Holy Communion lol.
But yeah...sometimes on this forum I have to apologise and then fall into the same error. It's like cleaning the floor.
I'm learning to value being miserable. Like today is an unhappy bitter miserable day, but it teaches me what other people are going through and how I have contributed to the suffering in the world. Better that I am miserable and sensitive and considerate , than drunk and offensive and inconsiderate.
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