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I feel very conflicted. Not looking forward to move in my new place... It was not supposed to be like that. Moving from my current residence should have felt far better.
So I guess i feel i don't really feel at home anywhere atm. The place i will be leaving this weekend comes closest.. will be exploiting that feeling til sunday morning. Ideally I move again in april lol, and I am trying to make it so
Maybe its because your expectations are already low about the new place (hence you calling it temporary already ) It might Turn out far better than you are Imagining !
At least everything you hate about your "Current Residence" will be behind you at last
I'm weary. My head has felt...abnormal for a decade now. And I don't know how to describe the sensation, which is the worst part. Still quite bubbly, though.
Sometimes i'll feel calm yet sentimental, other times calm and indifferent, and yet other times calm and energetic. Now i feel neither. Just calm. I sense a certain degree of fear that hasn't fully arisen to the surface. Nothing big though. Just little things. But i can just sense it.
Sometimes i'll feel calm yet sentimental, other times calm and indifferent, and yet other times calm and energetic. Now i feel neither. Just calm. I sense a certain degree of fear that hasn't fully arisen to the surface. Nothing big though. Just little things. But i can just sense it.
It is probably the uncertainty you just went through. It can happen to anyone of us.
I am good, relaxed and ambitious right now.
and of course the fear of the future and what’s going to happen. Makes it difficult to plan for the future, traveling is going to require a Covid test/vaccination and I will not do that under any circumstance.
Nah, its temporary because its from the same landlord, and he's part of why i hate my current place. In fact, i hate my landlord.
I only move into this temporary place because it would only become more problematic at current place (which, despite its problems, has become home for me). Seriously problematic for landlord, neighbours and me. Since he understands that as well he found this place for me as a solution. But this whole thing is only solved for me when I do not rent from this company anymore
Hopefully I can move again in april or may. I hate moving haha, so kinda weird stating that for me but seriously... hate my landlord more. He owns a shitload of buildings in my city and has a bad name.
With hindsight making a deal with him for my current place 1,5 year ago is one of the worst decisions in my life. Should not have given them the benefit of the doubt
Lost. Just. Totally. Lost. I regret talking about my sister so much on TF. She was the single most important person in my life. And she can no longer defend her actions. Guilt is useless, I know that. So is regret. So I'm making a promise to myself to shut the fuck up about my sister, and just let her rest in peace. I think I'll start raving about politics for a change... haha ;-)
The woman who owns my horse neighbors is selling the four fields they live in.
She took two of them away today and now one of the others is walking up and down neighing.
It's made me wistful to think I'll never see them again soon.
not just because i enjoy seeing them but also because it's a big change; their presence is one of the strong elements i would list if i was listing elements that defined the past five years.
I was prepared to work tomorrow and was not unhappy about it but now there has been another delay of materials so no need for me to go in until Monday I think that old saying was wrong about Jack , Because I just want to get back to normal
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