Will I be successful ten years from now?
If I had it my way, I would have been a corpse ten years ago.
But after ten weeks in a wheelchair, I kinda want to avoid the consequences of taking that into my hands. I'll die when it's my time.
To die a happy death tomorrow with a clean conscience would be great, but I think putting a shotgun to my head isn't exactly going with a clean conscience, and would hurt people who actually do care!
It is true, I get signs. The putting a big "H" on paper for Hirohito, and finding a Jacket with a Japanese flag and big Capitol H hours later is a true story:
Enshrining Jackie Kennedy on Christmas (birthday of Dionysus) and finding a Jackie cell phone in my locked security hallway on New years day , birthday of Denise (a name that means Dionysus) Naslund, less than a week later, is a true story. Who places a brand new phone in a locked security hallway I don't share with anyone??
It seems like many signs and wonders happen that are more than coincidence.
But will they actually lead anywhere?
All of the evidence suggests that I will accomplish very little in this life.
However, there is the next life I believe and consider.
Also, more than one person has told me I was extremely helpful to them. So, life isn't totally meaningless.
But I know I am sick in the head. I'm likely not going to go very far and have to practice radical acceptance of that fact.
But I can do little things with great love!
Where are you headed? Are you a success?
If I had it my way, I would have been a corpse ten years ago.
But after ten weeks in a wheelchair, I kinda want to avoid the consequences of taking that into my hands. I'll die when it's my time.
To die a happy death tomorrow with a clean conscience would be great, but I think putting a shotgun to my head isn't exactly going with a clean conscience, and would hurt people who actually do care!
It is true, I get signs. The putting a big "H" on paper for Hirohito, and finding a Jacket with a Japanese flag and big Capitol H hours later is a true story:
Enshrining Jackie Kennedy on Christmas (birthday of Dionysus) and finding a Jackie cell phone in my locked security hallway on New years day , birthday of Denise (a name that means Dionysus) Naslund, less than a week later, is a true story. Who places a brand new phone in a locked security hallway I don't share with anyone??
It seems like many signs and wonders happen that are more than coincidence.
But will they actually lead anywhere?
All of the evidence suggests that I will accomplish very little in this life.
However, there is the next life I believe and consider.
Also, more than one person has told me I was extremely helpful to them. So, life isn't totally meaningless.
But I know I am sick in the head. I'm likely not going to go very far and have to practice radical acceptance of that fact.
But I can do little things with great love!
Where are you headed? Are you a success?
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